Things have changed for the worst.
This weekend was the most incredible experience i've ever had. Also the worst.
Schwag was exciting, mind opening, and also brought the deepest connection i've ever had with someone.
But to the life changing event:
We left schwag at about 3:30 in the morning. We were about 30 min. away from being home and traveling in the St. clair county. I was very tired and was driving. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and when i opened them, the car was veering off the edge. I freaked out and over corrected and sent the car spinning. The car spun to the other side of 44 and flipped over on the roof of my convertible. When the car flipped, I was thrown out of the car(b/c i wasn't wearing a seatbelt.) Alex was still in the car and if it hadn't been for his seatbelt holding him in, he would have been crushed. When i looked at the driver's seat, there was my left back tire where my head would have been. We're both okay with minor scratches and bruises. Here's the worst part: When the cops arrived, they found my battie in the car once it was flipped back over. As i was being driven to the hospital, they were arresting Alex. They found: ounce of golden cap mushrooms, 5/8ths of kind bud..in seperate bags, 4 rolls, 2 mollies, $185 bong, 3 foot bong, steamroller, scale, spoon pipe, 1/4 of opium. they basically adds ups to 5 felonies. I might be going to jail. So will Alex.
Because of me, i've basically ruined my life, and the person that i love. I hope none of you go through what i'm about to go through. I will be ripped to shreds and i'm going to have to live with the fact that i did that to him too.
I don't know what i'm going to do. If any of you know a good lawyer that will help us..please. I need you guys more than ever.
I love Alex. It took me a little bit too make me realize that but this weekend has shown that to me. This weekend has brought us two so close together. This weekend also showed me that he can be taken away from me in a second. It's made me look at him in a different light. This weekend at schwag we spent almost every waking moment with each other and it was perfect. We lived out of a humongous tent built for 6 and made a majestic bed built for the queen and king. At night we'd sit outside with the chairs donated to us from fellow campers, and just sit in silence smiling, watching the show and it was just heavenly. The trips i had at schwag emotionally cleansed me and physically wore me out and he was there to comfort me and take care of me. He's mine. And we'll get through this.. I hope.
Schwag was exciting, mind opening, and also brought the deepest connection i've ever had with someone.
But to the life changing event:
We left schwag at about 3:30 in the morning. We were about 30 min. away from being home and traveling in the St. clair county. I was very tired and was driving. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and when i opened them, the car was veering off the edge. I freaked out and over corrected and sent the car spinning. The car spun to the other side of 44 and flipped over on the roof of my convertible. When the car flipped, I was thrown out of the car(b/c i wasn't wearing a seatbelt.) Alex was still in the car and if it hadn't been for his seatbelt holding him in, he would have been crushed. When i looked at the driver's seat, there was my left back tire where my head would have been. We're both okay with minor scratches and bruises. Here's the worst part: When the cops arrived, they found my battie in the car once it was flipped back over. As i was being driven to the hospital, they were arresting Alex. They found: ounce of golden cap mushrooms, 5/8ths of kind bud..in seperate bags, 4 rolls, 2 mollies, $185 bong, 3 foot bong, steamroller, scale, spoon pipe, 1/4 of opium. they basically adds ups to 5 felonies. I might be going to jail. So will Alex.
Because of me, i've basically ruined my life, and the person that i love. I hope none of you go through what i'm about to go through. I will be ripped to shreds and i'm going to have to live with the fact that i did that to him too.
I don't know what i'm going to do. If any of you know a good lawyer that will help us..please. I need you guys more than ever.
I love Alex. It took me a little bit too make me realize that but this weekend has shown that to me. This weekend has brought us two so close together. This weekend also showed me that he can be taken away from me in a second. It's made me look at him in a different light. This weekend at schwag we spent almost every waking moment with each other and it was perfect. We lived out of a humongous tent built for 6 and made a majestic bed built for the queen and king. At night we'd sit outside with the chairs donated to us from fellow campers, and just sit in silence smiling, watching the show and it was just heavenly. The trips i had at schwag emotionally cleansed me and physically wore me out and he was there to comfort me and take care of me. He's mine. And we'll get through this.. I hope.