I'm such an ass. I never type into LJ unless something major is going on in my life. Must get better about this, but it's hard, as I don't have a dull and boring desk job anymore where I can entertain myself on the company bill ( Read more... )

God, just left a huge note on the GetCrafty message board about losing a parent. So here I am sitting here in front of the damn computer bawling because I can't call my dad tomorrow and say hi and what the hell is 10 down on the crossword ( Read more... )

God, where to start??? I'm exhausted and still sick sick sick. Lame ass change of Minnesota weather is kicking my ass. GOOD NEWS!!!!! Got a car!!! Sold what is left of my soul to my mother for the downpayment, but holy shit on a shingle, I have a 1999 Chevy Cavailier (okay replacing the 91 that I had), but it is a convertable!!! Zoinks! Will ( Read more... )

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I know I've been just the worst person in the world for not updating my journal lately, but I have been so fucking down and out that just even checking my email is impossible. I can't remember the last time I was on GetCrafty. My car has taken a full on and out shit and for the past week, I have been attempting to get a new one. Problem is, is ( Read more... )

Don't know where to start. Got sick on Saturday evening while I was at work. Missed going to Renfest with Mom on Sunday, as I was still a wreck. Worked on Monday, not well, but hawking down saltines and chicken soup during my shift and trying not to pass out. Good thing, my friend Brian, a photographer for rock bands wants to hang out and maybe ( Read more... )

I have no idea what is going on in my world anymore. I'm feeling drunk all the time (without drinking), and watched "The Mighty Ducks" today and cried thru the whole damn movie. My body is exhausted, and not hungry. All I want to do is sleep. I'm sure that this is just another phase of depression related to the breakup of my marriage, but shit ( Read more... )

Everytime I try to log in, I get kicked off. I hate this, but am trying again. Busy busy busy. Still unpacking, still trying to work my ass off, and am in a shit load of confusion. Been hit on everynight that I work at the Tower, and T at GZ I think is hitting on me, C still keeps flirting (tho he is harmless), and P is in Milwaukee. D came ( Read more... )

Well, I'm moved in. Scary. In the midterm, I've already been employed (only 2 nights a week tho), and have made not only new friends, but re-connected with old. P left this morning to drive back to Mil after spending a week here with me helping me to get settled. It's so scary and weird. I'm exhausted. Looks like I'm also getting to Dom again ( Read more... )

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