Weird
I have no idea what is going on in my world anymore. I'm feeling drunk all the time (without drinking), and watched "The Mighty Ducks" today and cried thru the whole damn movie. My body is exhausted, and not hungry. All I want to do is sleep. I'm sure that this is just another phase of depression related to the breakup of my marriage, but shit, I'm tired of it. Worked tonight and had a great time, but when it came time to leave the bar, I had no idea where my car was parked. Poor Jennifer had to drive me around the block 2x before I saw it. I was just so lost and felt like a freak for being absentminded. Part of me just wants to get laid out of my mind, and another part of me just wants to be held like a little kid. When D was over the other day, he held me and pet me and it was perfect. Just wish I could get him over here to do it again....