Trauma Trauma Trauma
I'm such an ass. I never type into LJ unless something major is going on in my life. Must get better about this, but it's hard, as I don't have a dull and boring desk job anymore where I can entertain myself on the company bill.
Got the divorce papers on Monday, filled them mostly out on Wednesday, and will mail this coming Monday. Party at my house on February 17th when it's finalized, so any LJ folk that are in the Twin Cities are more than welcome to come and help celebrate.
Patrick should be here in about an hour to come and play for the weekend. This is good, but now I'm being a freak. I love him so fucking much and he's so good for my heart and soul, but a very tiny part of me wishes that I could just be all slutty and fuck around for a few months. I couldn't do that to him, but wow - just like 3 or 4 one night stands would be nice to get the icky out of me. Or maybe it's just the fact that I never get to see him except for once a month and that's making me feel slutty. Phew, I don't know. I'm sure it's the latter, but dang... I work with some pretty hot guys...
Speaking of P, I'd better get upstairs and make the bed up and make myself pretty pretty. Yum...
Got the divorce papers on Monday, filled them mostly out on Wednesday, and will mail this coming Monday. Party at my house on February 17th when it's finalized, so any LJ folk that are in the Twin Cities are more than welcome to come and help celebrate.
Patrick should be here in about an hour to come and play for the weekend. This is good, but now I'm being a freak. I love him so fucking much and he's so good for my heart and soul, but a very tiny part of me wishes that I could just be all slutty and fuck around for a few months. I couldn't do that to him, but wow - just like 3 or 4 one night stands would be nice to get the icky out of me. Or maybe it's just the fact that I never get to see him except for once a month and that's making me feel slutty. Phew, I don't know. I'm sure it's the latter, but dang... I work with some pretty hot guys...
Speaking of P, I'd better get upstairs and make the bed up and make myself pretty pretty. Yum...