Been a while since I wrote in this thing and I can't help but look back and see all the negative posts I write.  That should be less common now and here's why ( Read more... )

I realize it's been over half a year since I wrote in this thing.  I only write in this fucking thing when I have no one else to turn to.  So I guess that means that the past 6 months up until now have been good? Or maybe I just don't want to annoy my friends with my stupid babble.  Whatever ( Read more... )

What a year it's been.  Not in the good way either.  I'm glad it's all coming to an end ( Read more... )

I’ve been spending most of my hard earned money on fixing up my car. Just some things that I’ve been neglecting. $300 for two new tires, $25 for new rear brake pads, and I just spent $110 on two new axles. Going to tackle the axle replacement this weekend, it’s nice having money again since I got a better paying job.


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Remember when we all thought growing up was going to be awesome?  I always looked forward to it.  I always tried to be as grown up and mature as I could be.  And in doing so I missed out on possibly the most carefree and fun times of my life ( Read more... )

A few of you may already know that talon_tcd passed away from meningitis recently.  Feeling a bit sad about that news.. First met him while playing Halo 2 with another friend of mine way back in 2005. Last time I ever played Halo 3, and the last time I ever spoke to him was back in early 2009.  A little bit of drama pushed him away from the internet after ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while since life has been so damn crazy.  Mom was transferred into a nursing home at the end of March and slowly started responding to treatment and staying awake longer.  Some days she wouldn't talk and some days she would talk a LOT.

A lot of battling with insurance company ensued and the insurance company refused to pay for ( Read more... )

My mother had a stroke on March 10th while I was at work.  My brother notified me by running up to me while I was at work and he was visibly crying and shooken up ( Read more... )

Omg, I had the best night of my life on Saturday the 17th.  While at work, Genevieve texted me and asked if I wanted to go to Scarowinds with her. Of course I had to say yes! I beasted panning up chicken and washing dishes and left work around 7:45pm. Floored it all the way home, quickly got changed, and arrived at Gen's house. I got to ride ( Read more... )

I got a few phone calls tonight from Stephanie. She told me that she was "freaked out" by my recent behavior.  My drinking, asking her some inappropriate questions, and our fighting from months ago. The last time I talked to her was on Sunday, when we worked, so the phonecalls were really out of the blue.  I always thought it was okay to ask her ( Read more... )