I'm so happy because my internet works outside of my house on the steps. Im taking the wireless off someone elses connection cause we cant afford to get the internet right now. But this is great because now i can make daily posts. I think this will be healthy for me. When i was seeing a therapist she said for someone whos a compulsive thinker(like ( Read more... )

Wow, its been a long time. I wish I was able to write in here every day it would probly help to get my clustered thoughts out of my head. Things are going pretty horribly in my life right now ( Read more... )

im obsessed with looking at weight loss pictures on line. It is seriously addicting and motivating. I need to lose weight, its almost summer, im almost 25 and right now i dont even look in the mirror. I am literally in the prime time of my life and i just throw on big shirt big pants no makeup sometiems dont even brush my hair. Iv just gained so ( Read more... )

ok so today i believe i did something idiotic. I have some good friends well two good friends that were friends before i was friends with them..they were friends way back. something happened at work with one of my friends and i made a big deal out of basically nothing. I just ingored her. Yeah there was some stuff that was annoying me from before ( Read more... )

well today is my second day of this and imgoing strong. I had a little mishap yesterday just because i had to try the pasta (for the kids i babysit) to make sure it was finished. Other then that I am doing really well. I am not going to weigh myself until thursday(before i leave for thanksgiving). My goals for today are just to stay focused and be ( Read more... )

I havnt posted in a long time because iv been disgusted in myself. I havnt had interest in really anything lately except gorging myself on things like foood drinking..smoking. This is a plea to myself to get better. I have never been so depressed in my life. I wake up every day hating the morning and putting on the baggiest clothes possible not ( Read more... )

Well now since i have a set job and basically an idea of what i want to do in the future i should feel more at ease with myself.These are my goals ( Read more... )

allright well i guess im back..that was quick ( Read more... )

starting tomorrow im going to resign from coming on here for a while. Iv realized ive becoime addicted to seeing how people lose weight and everything insteradf of concentrating on myself. In some ways it makes me eat more...i dont know why..im just addicted to it and everything else in my life. So i want to stop. I dont think its healthy for me to ( Read more... )

i have not posted in FOR-EVA ( Read more... )