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im obsessed with looking at weight loss pictures on line. It is seriously addicting and motivating. I need to lose weight, its almost summer, im almost 25 and right now i dont even look in the mirror. I am literally in the prime time of my life and i just throw on big shirt big pants no makeup sometiems dont even brush my hair. Iv just gained so much weight, i dont know how i let myself get this way, but iv lost a lot of weight before so i know i can do it easily, but it takes a lot of work. It takes two weeks of following it religiously then its a breeze from there.
i am currently like 168 which is seriusly disgusting, this is the highest weight iv ever been in my life. I was at 130 a year and a half ago, i know i can lose a good 30 pounds in 4 months.....which is....by the end of august..and i would be at...138......my actual goal has always been 120, i just want to be there, i know id look great at that weight, its a realistic weight for m height(5'6) i know its on the light side but its in my BMI range and i want to get there. Its healthier to be skinnier anyway, and iv seen people lose this much weight before.I know how to do this i just need to put my mind to it. Iv been doing well with food for the past coupe of days, but now it jut has to become something where this is what im doing and thats it, no giving in to anything, its just food...i used to be so good wiht it, i need to get to the point where i know what it means to be just satisfied from food and be fine and not have to stuff myself
i am currently like 168 which is seriusly disgusting, this is the highest weight iv ever been in my life. I was at 130 a year and a half ago, i know i can lose a good 30 pounds in 4 months.....which is....by the end of august..and i would be at...138......my actual goal has always been 120, i just want to be there, i know id look great at that weight, its a realistic weight for m height(5'6) i know its on the light side but its in my BMI range and i want to get there. Its healthier to be skinnier anyway, and iv seen people lose this much weight before.I know how to do this i just need to put my mind to it. Iv been doing well with food for the past coupe of days, but now it jut has to become something where this is what im doing and thats it, no giving in to anything, its just food...i used to be so good wiht it, i need to get to the point where i know what it means to be just satisfied from food and be fine and not have to stuff myself