Well i havent been on this thing in awhile.Alot of bullshit has happened to me these past couple of days.i realized im a fucking idiot and i hate my life.Everytime i try out something it never works out.For instance i got my heart broken this week.it fucking sucks.i feel like i want nothing to do with anyone.Once i give them my trust they shoot me ( Read more... )

Well this week has been horrible for me.Full of non stop bullshit.i feel like everyday im losing myself.Everything thats is good winds up going wrong.I get screwed over with shit.People wrote notes bout me on facebook.This shit really pisses me off.What do i do to deserve this kind of criticism.I've been feeling like a complete useless asshole.i ( Read more... )

Well this week sucked so much.ive been so fucking frustrated.im ready to lose it one of these days.Everything i try to do goes wrong.I feel at sometimes im going to breakdown.last night i totally broken down and lost myself.i didnt even want to move or anything.In other things my life sucks horribly.i still have a shitty ass job.i sit at home ( Read more... )

well this week has been a horrible week for me.it gave me time to analyze the yrs of my life.i think it sucks in some ways.im not going to skool for yet another semester.Puts my education on hold.i feel like im gettin dumber by the day.i still have no license.Relationships are a whole other story.i suck at that as well.ive just been down in the ( Read more... )

well its been awhile since i posted on this thing.many things have happened in the many weeks of my life.im the official lead singer of a band called 7 and a switchblade now.i filled in 2 shows and kicked ass.this has been my calling and what ive been starving for.just to get my name out there.its been one hell of a ride.im loving making new music. ( Read more... )

well today was a dull day and it has been a dull.Today it snows like crazy.i had to shovel 2 driveways and go pretty exhausted.Christmas is a week away and i still gotta shop for da family.probably doing it by the end of this week.should be fun.For the past weeks ive been going through some hard times.i always come out on top.theres this girl who ( Read more... )

well another week done and gone.christmas is nearly 3 weeks away which means only one thing to do.shop for gifts.Life is alright i guess.Still no luck with women,no license and just working my ass off.At sometimes i both hate and like my job.The christmas carols drive me nuts.people are great except for one person.she drives me crazy.Now that the ( Read more... )

well things go as planned.show was sold out and i had to go to work which sucked.xmas carols make me go crazy.i cant take much more of it.i feel like everyday i become more angry and pissed off at little things.gotta watch myself.im losing my head.ill get through it.im just relaxing listenin to some tunes and letting it soothe me.i had rough day ( Read more... )

well another week gone by and done with.Everything is peachy.im enjoying myself more and not thinking about the negative things in life.i mean my hearts been broken many times and i do get rejected at times.i just really suck at certain things.im trying to stop thinkin about all the shit that has gone wrong in the past couple of days.its been a ( Read more... )

For the past few days i have been feeling like shit.i havent slept for like 2 days.if i havent slept for 2 days man something is wrong with me in my head.Lately i feel depressed and not wanting to do anything.i feel like im pushing myself away.All the good feelings i had are gone.its like im fading away from existence and im leaving an empty shell ( Read more... )