Out of the shadows and into the sun
Well this week has been horrible for me.Full of non stop bullshit.i feel like everyday im losing myself.Everything thats is good winds up going wrong.I get screwed over with shit.People wrote notes bout me on facebook.This shit really pisses me off.What do i do to deserve this kind of criticism.I've been feeling like a complete useless asshole.i sit home all day wondering about the negative things that happen in my life.Lets face the facts,im an ugly piece of shit.i lost all motivation and confidence in myself.Everything i do goes wrong in some fucked up way.i hate myself on the inside.im at an all time low and i can't pick myself up from it.Im far from happiness.people say dont worry heres a fucking message.DONT FEEL SORRY FOR ME please.i like to read the lectures and all the advice but please spare me the time.i dont want to be reading anything like an essay.i just give up everything man.im done trying.Trying get me nowhere.i wish someone could put me in a coma that id never come out off.i realized im hated by everyone.i dont give a shit anymore.im done with this bullshit.im going nowhere in life and thats how i see it.end of story