Tragedy of a broken heart..
Well i havent been on this thing in awhile.Alot of bullshit has happened to me these past couple of days.i realized im a fucking idiot and i hate my life.Everytime i try out something it never works out.For instance i got my heart broken this week.it fucking sucks.i feel like i want nothing to do with anyone.Once i give them my trust they shoot me down and take me for granted.Over these past couple of months i feel like i have nothing left here for me in Rockland.All it is for me is a downer.i can't stand the fact i get manipulated by everyone and get left hanging.I guess i don't belong here.You ever feel like the world around you is crashing down on you.thats how i feel and no one gives a flying fuck about me.i feel no love in my heart.its nothing but a black abyss that can't feel no emotions.At sometimes i hate myself and doubt myself.I just want out of here.i want to forget all the memories i've had here and start fresh.I got the worst news of my life and i prefer not to talk about it.When i heard the news it hit me like a ton of bricks.I wish at times that i was never here.Just imagine everyone without me.i think itd be for the better.No one gives a fuck about me.Thats how i feel about things.As i know it,i'll be living this sad existence i call a life.i give up......The End