Discover me like emptiness
well this week has been a horrible week for me.it gave me time to analyze the yrs of my life.i think it sucks in some ways.im not going to skool for yet another semester.Puts my education on hold.i feel like im gettin dumber by the day.i still have no license.Relationships are a whole other story.i suck at that as well.ive just been down in the dumps alot lately.i work a shitty ass job that doesnt pay well but o well its money.i feel like im sinker deeper into a problem that i can't get out of.im a miserable guy at the moment.im stuck at the bottom end of the barrell.i realized that im probably not going anywhere in life.i feel like everything i once had is being thrown away.Slipping through my grasp and i cant pick myself up anymore.i only see the negative things.i put myself down cause i know its true.Im not the same guy anymore.i wake up feeling like shit and having no motivation.people tried to cheer me up.Didnt work out so hot.i feel like i dont wanna be me anymore.Happiness is such sweet sorrow in my world.ill never be happy.ill just fade away into nothingness.