It seems like your giving up on everything!!!
well its been awhile since i posted on this thing.many things have happened in the many weeks of my life.im the official lead singer of a band called 7 and a switchblade now.i filled in 2 shows and kicked ass.this has been my calling and what ive been starving for.just to get my name out there.its been one hell of a ride.im loving making new music.we started to record some new stuff.still gotta do the vocals.im playing a show this saturday at God's basement in pearl river.Be there or be square.my lovelife is still on a slow track to death.im working out the kinks.trying my hardest.i still work the same job.money's alright i guess but i need a new job.unfortunately i wont be going back to RCC for the spring semester.this sucks cause that puts my life career on hold and i always get stuck in shitty situations.Why me i ask?.Cause i fucking suck at life.i still dont have a license.Man i just give up on everything.i just wish someone would put me out of my misery and end this poor existence of mine.i hate being the guy who gets nothing,Its been like this since i was little.when i graduated i didnt get a car or a fucking fancy gift.you know what i got?a pat on the back and a congrats thats it.i feel like the guys in Clerks man.Never gonna leave this town and working the same job for yrs.im done with life and everything it has to offer.Fuck it.i guess this is how its gonna be.when everyone has a career,ill still be working at a fucking pizzeria.
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