What am i supposed to do now
well today was a dull day and it has been a dull.Today it snows like crazy.i had to shovel 2 driveways and go pretty exhausted.Christmas is a week away and i still gotta shop for da family.probably doing it by the end of this week.should be fun.For the past weeks ive been going through some hard times.i always come out on top.theres this girl who just came back into my life full force.trying my best to let her know how i feel.but i dont if shes gonna reject me or laugh in my face.so im in one hell of a predicament.im probably gonna get her something good for xmas.Make her happy.ive just been so hard on myself and im trying the best to keep things positive and shit.sometimes things are rough around the edges.i pretty much have a shitty ass life.shitty job,shitty pay and it just sucks.Now it looks like im gonna have a Blue Christmas.Ugh nothing ever goes right.