There are so many things i want to show to you (Chapter 28)
Title: There are so many things i want to show to you (Chapter 28)
Rating: PG
Length: Multi-Chaptered-Drabble
Pairing: Hyukhae
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst (slight), AU!School
Word Count: 364
Disclaimer: No matter how hard i wish for them, they will never be mine :(
Claimer: The fic is mine
Summary: What was the reason Hyukjae dated Donghae? What was the real reason? Capturing the lips and absorbing the body heat. Having Donghae in his arm is enough for Hyukjae, only Hyukjae didnt have him in his arm.
Ime's Note: single drabble update. this suppose to be a companion for Chapter 27. i really want to post more than one, but i'm afraid it will confuse you :(
Previous Chapters: 1 & 2. 3 & 4. 5 & 6. 7. 8 & 9. 10 & 11. 12 & 13. 14 &15. 16, 17, 18 & 19. 20. 21 & 22. 23 & 24. 25 & 26. 27
The sun almost set. The corridors outside the wards were deserted. Curtains flowed casually, blew by the lazy wind. Through them, rays of orange sunlight peeking and draw silhouettes in the white linoleum floor.
Hyukjae was walking alone. He didn’t register where he’s walking to. He just walked. His mind wasn’t with him at that moment. They were buried in the deepest of Hyukjae’s thought.
He can hear the boy from his dream laughing playfully. Full of happiness, happiness which he can’t felt at this moment.
Hyukjae was confused, confused of the flood of feeling that drained him in the same moment. He just can’t understand what he should felt. He felt really hopeless sometime when seeing Donghae still lifeless in his bed. Constant reminders from Donghae’s parents were what keep him stand still.
He felt sad seeing Donghae’s smile. The smile’s from someone who struggle for life, when he, the one who safe and healthy, could do nothing but mourning for his mistake.
He still can’t pick him self up. Not that what Donghae’s father said to him did reach his mind. He understands what the other mean and wants him to do. He just didn’t know what he should do to achieve it.
How could he make him self worthy enough for Donghae?
He looks out of the window and suddenly all his attention are drawn to a tree. Distant in his memory, he thought he saw it somewhere. He just can’t point it out yet. But the feeling of nostalgic and familiarity washes over him and he can’t help it.
He wandered around the tree, and looking up at a big branch that sticking in a very weird way. But then he saw it. A boy is sitting in the branch and laughing at him happily. In his hand hang a very ugly monkey plushie. The boy smiles and faded away.
Hyukjae sighs. He knows that the boy was come from his memories. He barely forgot about him when the boy came regularly to his dreams. And he can’t help the guilt that flooding his chest now.
Hyukjae sits down on between the tree trunks buries his head on his hands.
Ime's Note: Still with me guys? I understand even if you don't... I'm sorry for short update after long waiting...