There are so many things i want to show to you (Chapter 25 & 26)
Title: There are so many things i want to show to you (Chapter 25 & 26)
Rating: PG
Length: Multi-Chaptered-Drabble
Pairing: Hyukhae
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst (slight), AU!School
Word Count: 1200; 425
Disclaimer: No matter how hard i wish for them, they will never be mine :(
Claimer: The fic is mine
Summary: What was the reason Hyukjae dated Donghae? What was the real reason? Capturing the lips and absorbing the body heat. Having Donghae in his arm is enough for Hyukjae, only Hyukjae didnt have him in his arm.
Beta-ed by: murderis
Ime's Note: This is Jessica's side of story. I just realize, when i count the word, that chapter 25 is the longest! well, i can't post it alone, 'coz it paired with chapter 26. So, happy reading!
Previous chapters: Chapter 1 & 2. Chapter 3 & 4. Chapter 5 & 6. Chapter 7. Chapter 8 & 9. Chapter 10 & 11. Chapter 12 & 13. Chapter 14 &15. Chapter 16, 17, 18 & 19. Chapter 20. Chapter 21 & 22. Chapter 23 & 24
-Twenty fifth thing
Jessica is a pretty girl. And she’s aware of it. She achieves more than people her age can even imagine. Good grades, cheerleader captain, singing star, president of student council, and even has a famous boyfriend. She has all you ever wanted.
But in the day she intrigued by the man named Lee Hyukjae, She know she have nothing in life.
Donghae is a good boyfriend. Famous for his good looking face, behavior and friends. He was really nice. Too nice for Jessica. Jessica thought she loves him. She once thought she loved him. Only if Hyukjae didn’t appear in her life and flipped her life over.
She knew they say bad men have their own charm. Hyukjae’s almost exactly that. He has something that made Jessica intrigued to know more.
She can’t help it. She was helplessly in love with the man. Only, there were a lot of problems in the way. She still has Donghae as boyfriend. And Hyukjae, well, no one exactly knew who were his girlfriends. The man has too much for himself even to remember.
Honestly speaking, Hyukjae didn’t even remember Jessica the day after they make out for the very first time in the gymnasium. But it didn’t stop her for get him anyway. She never acknowledges the word “give up”. So she keeps on trying even if Donghae started to question her change of behavior.
She knew Donghae was getting suspicious about her. And she knew one day, eve n if the man didn’t say it, Donghae saw her with Hyukjae. She expected what Donghae would say to her when she asked for separation. She knew yet she felt disappointed. Both because she was too greedy to still want Donghae say otherwise and because she felt sorry for what she did to the other.
She knew she couldn’t muster on it too much. She chose Hyukjae over him and she has to move on her own life. She has to keep on trying to get Hyukjae all for herself.
So, it was just too much when one day the rumor said that Hyukjae dated Donghae. DONGHAE, from all of the people. Her very own ex that she neglected for the sake of Hyukjae.
It can’t be true. It must be just a bad joke. The only man Hyukjae ever dated is a geek from second class that in the end he only made fun of. The man bullied his own boyfriend and humiliated him in front of his best friends. Thanks to Sungmin, he got out from Hyukjae a live and in one piece.
Even if Hyukjae is a gentleman, he is still a bastard after all. Not like anyone didn’t know anyway, so it didn’t make any difference.
She came to her ex, and aware of the other feeling for her that still remains the same, she used her best aegyo. Hoping that she got the satisfying answer. But truth will always be truth. She has to accept the fact that her ex just said that he is in love with her Hyukjae. Donghae never tells lies. But she knew he lied. Or maybe she didn’t know if he told lies or not. She just wasn’t sure anymore.
After all her efforts of getting rid of half of Hyukjae’s sluts, she never imagined she has to face her own ex. Donghae is a good person and she didn’t want to use the same method she used to other bitches to Donghae. It won’t work anyway. There’s no way she cornered and bullied him and still can walk in the school hall the next morning. Either Heechul or Kyuhyun will kill her the moment she stepped out of her home.
She will just convince herself that Donghae just played the childish game of revenge that’s not really working on her. He might be Hyukjae’s boyfriend now. But everyone can be Hyukjae’s boyfriend or girlfriend as long as you ask the man for it. And as long as you’re pretty enough. Save for the geek from second class that he bullied of course.
That was why she couldn’t bear when Hyukjae kissed him in the public. Hyukjae kissed him. In the public. Hyukjae the one who kissed Donghae, after Donghae initiative of course but Hyukjae was the one who kissed the other man! And He didn’t mind doing it in the public!
And what makes her furious and desperate was that Hyukjae spent most of his time with the other man. She knew Hyukjae was intrigued by Donghae’s purity, even if the man never admit or realize it. Or it might be only Jessica’s assumption, since she didn’t really know what happened in Hyukjae’s head as he gradually changed to a stranger. At least stranger for her.
She felt like talking to stranger that afternoon. That cursed afternoon after Hyukjae finished his dance practice.
“Oppa~ come with me~” Jessica used her kicked puppy eyes, trying hard to ignore Hankyung fierce stare at her.
“I have to pick Donghae up,” Hyukjae refused her with the first thing she doesn’t want to heard the most.
“Donghae, Donghae, you always say Donghae! What about me?” She didn’t fake her kicked puppy eyes now. She really got hurt by this bastard male.
“What about you?” Hyukjae asked, still oblivious that he was awakening a sleeping monster.
Jessica saw red. But she also saw that she have chance in this. Hyukjae looked like confuse d these days and she was willing to help him with whatever Hyukjae has been thinking.
“I won’t keep you for long, just a talk then you can pick up your boyfriend,”
“Okay,” Hyukjae said absent mindedly and follow her to an empty classroom not far from the dance practice room.
No talk. She just simply climbed up Hyukjae’s laps. And intentionally grind on his manhood. She knew it’s a dirty thing to do but she run out of choice. No man can restrain this kind of ministration. And the moment Hyukjae let out a little groan; she knew this is a won case. She lean over and invite Hyukjae to a kiss that she driven to a harsh and passionate kiss.
But it didn’t last for too long, or didn’t even get to next step like what she hoped to. Hyukjae pushed Jessica harshly and get up without even warning her. She fell backward to the classroom’s hard floor.
When she looked up to look at the man, he looked composed and she knew it was all over. He chose Donghae over her and it was the end of her.
Hyukjae left without even a single word and she cried silently. Alone and broken. For the first time in her life, she couldn’t get what she wanted. No, Jessica has to get what she want, so she got up and pat the dirt out of her mini skirt. That’s when she saw Donghae running out of school in the high speed. And in that moment too she knew she never want to hurt Donghae.
Now there’s no option left for her. She was alone and broken. With no hope or reassuring words. She fallen to the floor again and cry her heart out.
-Twenty sixth thing
“Oppa~” a voice draw Sungmin back from his thought. The man was still in the bad mood after talking to his ex about Hyukjae. He turned around and found Jessica with pleading eyes. She looked like a mess and desperate. “Where is Hyukjae-oppa?”
“I don’t know,” Sungmin lied. He just got text from Hyukjae that he’s bringing Donghae to his home.
“Why don’t you know?” She seriously looked like kicked puppy. Sungmin felt pity for her but knew better that it’s not a wise decision. I mean pitying her. This woman would do anything on any means to achieve her goals.
“Why should I?” Sungmin threw back her question.
“Oppa, are you now covering for Donghae-oppa? Is Hyukjae-oppa with him now? Where are they? Oppa you should help me!”
“I said I don’t know, Sica, beside what if he is? They’re dating aren’t they?”
Jessica snorted at Sungmin words, “They are NOT dating. I told you. Hyukjae would say yes to anyone who confessed to him.”
“Doesn’t that mean that they’re really dating each other then? What were you saying, Sica? You’re confusing.”
“I mean, Donghae is just another Hyukjae’s whore!”
“Same as you then?”
Jessica’s is in her boiling point, her red face darkened by anger. “I don’t care what you think about me. I want him and when I finally can have him, I won’t let anyone or anything come between us. He is mine and no one can deny. I don’t even care if it’s my very own ex-boyfriend! I don’t care if you’re against me! I don’t care if the world is against me!”
“Well, I don’t care either. Can I leave now?” Sungmin said and was about to leave her when she shouted. “I swear I’ll hurt Donghae if I have to!” That made Sungmin turns back to her.
Sungmin knew the girl didn’t mean it, but still Sungmin had to say, “Look, Sica, you know that you have no chance in this, otherwise you wouldn’t be THIS desperate. He was never serious about you and as far as I understand, he was never showing interest in people like he was in Donghae. So, if you pity yourself, leave them alone.”
She lost her strength and fell to the cold hard floor, crying silently. Sungmin strode off leaving her alone. Alone and broken. Still alone and broken. What he just said to her still lingered in his shallow thought. And he silently wished that Hyukjae realize it too. He hoped his best friend realizes that he does care about Donghae.
Ime's Note: So, Jessica as desperate as Hyukhae and no one understand her... poor girl...
Ime's Note: I ran out the beta-ed chapters and writen chapters. So i wont update for a while, okay?