C++Bear and I went out last night. Yes, together. Went to Sharky's over on the other side of the universe to see one of the better bands around Nocturnal Tomatoes (http://www.nocturnaltomatoes.com).

Was it a successful evening? I'm not sure. In some ways, yes. In others (most, ( Read more... )

Every now and then I am forced into taking actions, and generating responses, that cause me grief, pain, and deep emotional, intellectual, and psychological loss.

Like most people, I try to avoid these situations whenever possible - to put it bluntly: unless one is an avowed masochist, they are just no fun whatsoever. I realize that, much as I ( Read more... )

"Is wanting to be better, enough ( Read more... )

... in which she said:
who are you? You are superman my dear *smile*Thank you ( Read more... )

He continued, "Look, no one can fault you for anything you've done or you feel right now... That cancer was there AT LEAST 4-5 years, getting worse, pulling your system down, but your body fought it, and did a hell of a job. From what I saw, I can tell that you THOUGHT you were going to die. But, for all that - you didn't WANT to die. That was ( Read more... )

Sometime soon, in response to a number of people who want/wanted to know what is really going on with me, I will be posting several messages ( Read more... )

I tend to wonder my mind tends to wander sometimes (more oft of late) what universe I've managed to slide into. This is NOT my universe. Well, certainly not the Terra I used to know so well ( Read more... )

Monday is chemo day (today ( Read more... )

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Well...

It's a case of mostly good news and some bad.

Saw the Doctor, who read a bunch of papers, and then didn't even look at the disks full of cat scans... He is an "inscrutable" Oriental, but that sort of thing is sure to make one nervous.

"The radiologist's reports are pretty self-explanatory," he said, and waited a second.

I said "... ( Read more... )