This is me venting. If what you have to say is negative I really don't want to hear it. I'm just letting somethings out ( Read more... )

Yeah, I just need to vent. I worry about everything and ANYTHING..and I need to stop. I need to put it in God's hands but sometimes my perception of " faith " gets pretty blurry. I try to believe in that " whatever happens, happens for a reason " but sometimes..I wonder what the fuck the reason really is. Like is God testing me? I hope I pass the ( Read more... )

Um boys suck and there isn't anything else to say about that.

Okay so It's not hard to say that I haven't had good relationships in the past...which means I took part in the mess ups. I don't know exactly how to handle problems..It is easier for me to run away than to confront them and try to fix them. I think I am slowly pushing him away and that is honestly the last thing I want to do. I want him to just ( Read more... )

So have you guys ever felt so strongly about something...yet feared it so much you saw yourself wanting out as fast as possible? Fearing something in my mind is a weakness and It should be conquered..but it's really scary ( Read more... )

...I hope he knows he has my heart ( Read more... )

R.I.P. JOHNATHAN CARREL HOPPER* 10/25/85 - 8/11/05
We will always miss you. I loved you dearly. You were always the life of the party. You always could make me smile. I love you Hopper!!

Him ( Read more... )

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So lately my life has consisted of work, school, and hangin' out. I shall not complain even though I am exhausted. It is all good. I had a really good weekend. Friday= Fun party..I was totally wasted. lol. And the rest of the weekend I worked but It's alright. It was worth it. And looks this weekend will be the same. Yippy! I'm excited. I really ( Read more... )