Aug 16, 2005 15:54
Him
*She waits for him to call every night
To hear his voice always seems to make everything alright
There goes yet another night he has forgotten about her
Another night he disappoints her
*She goes to bed wth tears in her eyes
She wonders what will be his excuse this time as she rolls her eyes
Everyday she hopes he will change, for when he makes her sad her heart begins to die
She's so tired of all the lies
*Tired of getting her hopes high and then he brings her down
She's tired of making excuses for him even though she knows that what he's doing isn't right
Nothing ever seems to go the way she'd like them to when he calls, she's tired of fighting
She's all out of answers, in her heart she knows what she needs to do
They never really ever talked he only yelled and she ending up crying
*She's afraid that If she leaves she would never see him
What she is really afraid of is needing him
She's scared to be alone
She's been with him for so long
*She thinks how bad off she could be without him near
She wonders If there is somone else out there
Somebody who could make her smile everyday
And never yell because he didn't have anything else to say
*One night after a huge fight she walked out
She tried to drive home as she cried her eyes out
She was fed up and tired of going through the same stuff
She knew in a matter of him he'd call and beg for her back, trying to call her bluff
*She never went back and never will
He's the first guy she ever cared about and is still
But she knows now that she's better off without him to hurt her
And the past is definitely behind her!