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PaPa,
I miss you so much. I can't help but cry. I know you don't want me to..you never wanted us to feel an ounce of pain. Without you here is so hard. To know I'll never see your face again or hear your voice breaks my heart. I feel you all the time but still it's not the same as having you physically here. I know you'll never leave our sides..and you are always in our hearts. The pain will always hurt and I don't know If It will ever lessen. I just keep hoping this is a terrible nightmare and It'll all be over soon but I know it's not. I am reminded everytime I see Grammy without you. That look on her face..that worried look is so painful. I wish I could bring you back..not just for me but for all of us. Everything has changed because you have gone. We've all had our share of bad days and they will continue. Without you in our family it just doesn't quite seem right. I know this isn't how you wanted it to be. You always said you would rather have Grammy gone before you because you knew you would be "alright" more so than she is. And of course you were right. She's so lost. I know that when her time comes she won't die of a disease or a problem it will be of a broken heart. Gah I miss you so much. I love you.
Love,
Your One And Only Granddaughter
I miss you so much. I can't help but cry. I know you don't want me to..you never wanted us to feel an ounce of pain. Without you here is so hard. To know I'll never see your face again or hear your voice breaks my heart. I feel you all the time but still it's not the same as having you physically here. I know you'll never leave our sides..and you are always in our hearts. The pain will always hurt and I don't know If It will ever lessen. I just keep hoping this is a terrible nightmare and It'll all be over soon but I know it's not. I am reminded everytime I see Grammy without you. That look on her face..that worried look is so painful. I wish I could bring you back..not just for me but for all of us. Everything has changed because you have gone. We've all had our share of bad days and they will continue. Without you in our family it just doesn't quite seem right. I know this isn't how you wanted it to be. You always said you would rather have Grammy gone before you because you knew you would be "alright" more so than she is. And of course you were right. She's so lost. I know that when her time comes she won't die of a disease or a problem it will be of a broken heart. Gah I miss you so much. I love you.
Love,
Your One And Only Granddaughter