dear god, give me the strength to get through this. help me let go. please. give me the strength to move on.

you're right.
im a shitty person.
im sorry for ever thinking i was a better person than you.

i feel like i dont know anything anymore. i feel like im questioning everything ( Read more... )

he is  all i thought about all weekend. well, ever since our last brief conversation ( Read more... )

theyre showing my apartment to prospective tennants today.
i hate this part.
it feels like my life is on display.

i live near the  beach now.
less city noise.
i hear a lot of birds now.
im not sure if theyre seagulls,

but, when they go to sing their songs, they all sound like theyre dying.

...so..city sirens, or bird death?

i cant seem to get my ex off my mind lately ( Read more... )

so, theres lots going on in my life right now. and my mom is away on a cruise...still. so, i have no one to vent to/run my thoughts by..and theres lots on my mind ( Read more... )

so yeah ( Read more... )

so i asked him..what did i have to lose?

give me the strength to flood this valley, to wash my hands of you ...   RIP  says (9:49 PM):
i miss you too kels

..and now we're taking going on an hour. the most since.

im jumping out my 26th floor window.