barfffffffaroni.
he is all i thought about all weekend. well, ever since our last brief conversation.
i dont know why i continue to let myself have feelings for someone who doesnt share them back.
its been years and this is just useless torture.
maybe one day ill find the courage to say goodbye.
but is it wrong that i dont 100% want to.
i guess im just afraid to.
i hate this.
how much more time needs to go by to heal this?
i dont know why i continue to let myself have feelings for someone who doesnt share them back.
its been years and this is just useless torture.
maybe one day ill find the courage to say goodbye.
but is it wrong that i dont 100% want to.
i guess im just afraid to.
i hate this.
how much more time needs to go by to heal this?