humph
i cant seem to get my ex off my mind lately.
i havent come close to meeting anyone that makes me feel the way he did.. not even in the least.
a classic case of 'the one that got away.'
i keep having to tell my mind to shut up, when it wonders off to thoughts of him.
cuz its with those thoughts that my head looses itself
and i begin to find myself with little buds of hope
that one day we could perhaps find our way back to each other.
get a grip,kelsey.
i hate constantly having to blow out that flame.
pluck that budding flower
kick the dandelion seeds
i hate reminding myself 'not to go there.'
its like..having to say 'fat free'. or passing up that cigarette that youre craving so badly.
not putting butter on your mashed potatoes.
no whipped cream for your pumpkin pie.
no bacon with your eggs.
do you get what im getting at?
it just sucks.
like peeing in cup, its just something that i have to do. to keep myself in check.
and i hate the fact that i have to do it.
i havent come close to meeting anyone that makes me feel the way he did.. not even in the least.
a classic case of 'the one that got away.'
i keep having to tell my mind to shut up, when it wonders off to thoughts of him.
cuz its with those thoughts that my head looses itself
and i begin to find myself with little buds of hope
that one day we could perhaps find our way back to each other.
get a grip,kelsey.
i hate constantly having to blow out that flame.
pluck that budding flower
kick the dandelion seeds
i hate reminding myself 'not to go there.'
its like..having to say 'fat free'. or passing up that cigarette that youre craving so badly.
not putting butter on your mashed potatoes.
no whipped cream for your pumpkin pie.
no bacon with your eggs.
do you get what im getting at?
it just sucks.
like peeing in cup, its just something that i have to do. to keep myself in check.
and i hate the fact that i have to do it.