I haven't been on here in soooo sooo long.  It seems that I am not the only one...  It was interesting reading everything written, and revealed from so long ago on everyones journals ( Read more... )

This is going to be really hard for me to write. This is intensely painful and a bit raw, but writing really is the best way for me to deal with all the really intense emotions I am dealing with. Esspecially ANGER ( Read more... )

Your love, is my sanity ( Read more... )

I have been thinking alot about priorities. In my exploration of this I have been observing different people and their time management. It seem to me, there are a lot of ways to invest your energy. Some do it in friends, some in play, some in study, some in personal passions, some in finding a mate, some in the mate they have, or the object of ( Read more... )

So, resolved,...no more boyfriends. I am finally happy in my solitude and learning how to relax. I have subtle interestes here and there, but nothing i would call and obsessive interest. This allows for a lot of room in my mind. Really folks,..the trauma some people can bring into your life is NOT worth it ( Read more... )

there are somedays where it is best not to say something, not to have an opinion, or just to let something go. Today, i mastered all three, and walked away somewhat unscathed. I wonder if this is what i means, and what it is to become grown up. The difference between "i don't care" and "i don't have anything to give at the momment" It's not that ( Read more... )

I got done with my classes today around 1:20 pm ( Read more... )

A road less Traveled ( Read more... )

Today was hard a little hard to stay in the positive, until i got to work, and i realized what I need to do ( Read more... )

Momments like these make me hopefull for re-integration of the parts of myself. It is often amusing to sit there and think,....I am so tired of MY shit. Seriously folks,..if we really payed attention to what we said, or thought everyday you would begin to see how terribly one dimmensional your thinking was too. It's droll. I am boring myself ( Read more... )