remaining positive
there are somedays where it is best not to say something, not to have an opinion, or just to let something go. Today, i mastered all three, and walked away somewhat unscathed. I wonder if this is what i means, and what it is to become grown up. The difference between "i don't care" and "i don't have anything to give at the momment" It's not that i am even sad,..i am just going to start picking my battles. Normaly i would just do something dramatic and attention getting....Instead, i looked at the mess, breathed, and said,.."I don't want this" and it was done. It washed over me, and it was done. It was like this the rest of the day. Sort of centered,...calm. May be it was because I didnt say "I don't like this" Which left would have left me attached. Though the power of opinion and recognition of response. It was like saying "I dont want this" Claimed responsibility and stated an affirmation of wanting to discontinue that dynamic. I wonder if this will stick. I wondr if i can apply this elsewhere. I think i will try it on other things tommorow.