Sometime in a girls life you have to realize what is important to you and you have to respect what comes up in the future. Sometimes people are so stuck up in the past that they don't realize what they are going to miss out on or what they already are missing out on. The thing that I was talking about is my relationship with my father and my ( Read more... )

I have been trying to make it in the real world for ever and all my family has done is put me through stress and heart break. I don't understand sometimes how they can say they are supportive and they just make me shed tears. I try to do what is right for me and my mom says that she is the parent. I think that she thinks that being the parent means ( Read more... )

Well, so much has happened since the last time I've updated... I saw my brother. I mean it was awesome I just miss him so much. I told my mom that I stole the captain... Yeah... it was badd but she's ok now. My uncle bobby is going here and it's awesome. He thinks I'm awesome now because he understands what I'm like around my friends... I'm totally ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that I don't write much anymore. I guess the thing is is that I have so much going on in my life I'm just worrying about that kind of shit. I have had some pretty bad days going on and I just want to be like fuck my life. I would rather be in high school than this place. It's really hard because well, I don't know what to do anymore. It's ( Read more... )

Well, as many people know I already had what I wanted for my birthday. Things were going great in my life until like 5 days ago. It was like everything in my world came crashing down slowly so I could feel everything. I mean I really liked this guy mike for such a long time. Finally we both realized it and he was all like I don't want a ( Read more... )

Well, a lot of things have been going on. I mean it's like I finally found somebody that I like and we went out for 5days. Then the last two days he ignored me. He said to me the 5th day that he was knew I was upset and he doesn't want to hurt me. He told me that he didn't want us to end up like bell his last girlfriend and him. I told him that ( Read more... )

Do you understand when people try to tell you that they want a relationship with you and then they say that they don't? It's been four years since my father and I have talked and then a week ago almost he told me that he wasn't going to call me because I lost his phone number and shit. I think that was so stupid. Thanksgiving... that's awhole ( Read more... )

I've been home 5days now. Right now I'm at my grandfathers house and in the morning at 6am I'm getting up. I have to go to portsmoth because I have to catch the bus to go up to Jobcorps. I love being home but I realize the reason for me being at Jobcorps is because I can't stand my mom. As weird as it may seem she drove me crazy with in the first ( Read more... )

Well, I should start off by saying I have been having a better life in the past couple days. I have learned new shit about my self and I just started to understand that girls are evil bitches... haha... But seriously they are. I mean I never noticed it before but if you think about it... they will go to every extent to make you feel uncomfortable ( Read more... )

Well, I don't think that I told you but brandon and I are going out. I really love him. You don't understand. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time. I just wish that we would hang out more and talk more. I love the way that I feel when I'm with him. It makes me extreamly happy and there are no words to explain exactly how ( Read more... )