Long time not talk...
I'm sorry that I don't write much anymore. I guess the thing is is that I have so much going on in my life I'm just worrying about that kind of shit. I have had some pretty bad days going on and I just want to be like fuck my life. I would rather be in high school than this place. It's really hard because well, I don't know what to do anymore. It's like my life is so different. I don't know what to do most of the time. Well, I will first start off by saying that vacation wasn't so pleasent. I mean it was a good time until the end. I didn't get to see liz's grave and that upset me because I didn't get to see her since the funeral. I mean that would have helped me and shit and I think about her everyday of my life. I mean she was so awesome and she changed me. Then, I got kicked out of my house. It sucked BADDD. (long story, trust) I try and try and never get anywhere. Then when I came back I didn't talk to mike for a while because I still liked him and I got over him... so that's a good thing because i don't know why but I feel as if he lied to me about breaking up to me in a way. He told me he didn't want to have a relationship and now he is going out with someone else. What the fuck is up with that can someone tell me that one...lol! After that Katie and Marissa had to go home because marissa blacked out one night and well, we found out that the biggest muscle running through her throat was having spazumz so she would pass out and not be able to breathe. Then I got an email from my grand mother. This is what the email said:
From : Kathy Pulcinella
Sent : Sunday, January 8, 2006 10:25 PM
To : "JoJo Kauzlarich"
Subject : RE: not much!
That's funny JoJo we were just asking your mom if she heard from you. She
said no. But I guess we expected to hear that. It'll probably take something
bad happening up there before you realize how important your mom really is
to you. I hope you're happy back in Bangor, and that the GED goes well. You
really should call your mom. Things have been happening here that you might
want to be aware of. We really love you JoJo, but I still don't think you
were up front with the incident. Especially with the way everything went
down. But you have to live with yourself. Try hard in school and stay away
from trouble.
Love Granny & Grampa
Well, I think that was weird for her to say "It'll probably take something bad happening up there before you realize how important your mom really is to you." and " You really should call your mom. Things have been happening here that you might want to be aware of." I just thought that was weird because my family doesn't really write that shit into e-mails unless there really is something badd that is going down. So, I called my mom and she told me that my brother got married. i was like I never knew about this and then she was like none of us did either. Then I got the news that my brother had joined the army. I was like what. Then she told me that he was going active and he was going to Germany and then she tells me that he is taking my nephew. I've never been so upset in my life. I mean I went outside I found my friend Cashtro and I almost fell to my knees. I mean I was upset. I was crying for like 2 days straight. It was weird because I've never cried that long in my life. So, yeah.
There is another thing. This guy daryl likes me and I'm into him a little but I don't know why I just won't say "Yes" to him. I think it is because I just got over a relationship and shit but I don't know. I think I need to tell him that because I don't think he gets it. I mean he seems nice to the girls but when he breaks up I don't know how it is going to be. It's hard because I jsut want to find someone right for me
I can't wait until prom you know because I have this dress its 150$ and well, omg... i will post the pics when i get it...
new song to post next entry!
From : Kathy Pulcinella
Sent : Sunday, January 8, 2006 10:25 PM
To : "JoJo Kauzlarich"
Subject : RE: not much!
That's funny JoJo we were just asking your mom if she heard from you. She
said no. But I guess we expected to hear that. It'll probably take something
bad happening up there before you realize how important your mom really is
to you. I hope you're happy back in Bangor, and that the GED goes well. You
really should call your mom. Things have been happening here that you might
want to be aware of. We really love you JoJo, but I still don't think you
were up front with the incident. Especially with the way everything went
down. But you have to live with yourself. Try hard in school and stay away
from trouble.
Love Granny & Grampa
Well, I think that was weird for her to say "It'll probably take something bad happening up there before you realize how important your mom really is to you." and " You really should call your mom. Things have been happening here that you might want to be aware of." I just thought that was weird because my family doesn't really write that shit into e-mails unless there really is something badd that is going down. So, I called my mom and she told me that my brother got married. i was like I never knew about this and then she was like none of us did either. Then I got the news that my brother had joined the army. I was like what. Then she told me that he was going active and he was going to Germany and then she tells me that he is taking my nephew. I've never been so upset in my life. I mean I went outside I found my friend Cashtro and I almost fell to my knees. I mean I was upset. I was crying for like 2 days straight. It was weird because I've never cried that long in my life. So, yeah.
There is another thing. This guy daryl likes me and I'm into him a little but I don't know why I just won't say "Yes" to him. I think it is because I just got over a relationship and shit but I don't know. I think I need to tell him that because I don't think he gets it. I mean he seems nice to the girls but when he breaks up I don't know how it is going to be. It's hard because I jsut want to find someone right for me
I can't wait until prom you know because I have this dress its 150$ and well, omg... i will post the pics when i get it...
new song to post next entry!