Nov 12, 2005 00:06
Do you understand when people try to tell you that they want a relationship with you and then they say that they don't? It's been four years since my father and I have talked and then a week ago almost he told me that he wasn't going to call me because I lost his phone number and shit. I think that was so stupid. Thanksgiving... that's awhole different story. My mom doesn't know if I'm comming home but that's a whole different story. It's been ok here but I'm just kind of alone. Kevin's boyfriend is comming here this Tuesday and I'm excited to meet him. Omg... I'd never thought that he would come here or even that I would meet him. I've been just focusing on my friends and my self. I can't believe that my birthday is comming in less then a month. YAY... I can't wait but I don't know if I'm spending it here or not. Hopefully I'm not spending it here but if I am spending it here... hey that's ok i guess. I will write more tomarrow!