~.: Can anyone fully control another person? Can you make someone do exactly what you want, can you make their heart beat or stop by sheer force of will? Can you decide when they blink, when they breathe, what they think, what they believe? Can you change what they feel ( Read more... )

~.: My laptop monitor is screwed up yet again! Gosh darn these stupid people. It was fine and fixed and now my monitor's all fuzzy and I know we lost power during the storm but no one else's computer is affected. I'm SO SICK of dealing with these freakin' people! Why can't they just make a computer that works? What, now I have to deal with my ( Read more... )

~.: Kristie has some nerve to keep pushing for this "lets move Andrea into the basement" idea. I told Dad that I'm not moving out of that room until the baby is just about here. She wants me out now. The baby isn't due for another four months! It does not take four months to empty out the bed and dresser and three boxes that are in there, paint ( Read more... )

~.: God is playing a joke on me. I just know it. Well, you know what, God, it's not funny. Not in the least ( Read more... )

~.: I think PMS brings out the little kid in me, in a bad way. There's talk of moving my room to the basement so that the new baby can have my room. I'm excited about the new baby as much as anyone and can't wait until he or she is finally here, but for some reason, I feel like giving up my new room at the new house, despite the fact that I'd ( Read more... )

~.: I had the worst Japanese class ever today. While going over the uses of "V-dictionary form toki" and "V-ta form toki" I got so frustrated because I couldn't understand its uses that I actually broke down and cried. In class. And proceeded to sniffle and sob for the last ten minutes while Nakagawa-sensei continued on with the lesson ( Read more... )

~.: For those of you not in the mood for a rant, you have been warned ( Read more... )

~.: So I spent an hour standing/sitting on the floor of the train station discussing the true and deep lifestyle of someone belonging to the BDSM community. It was fascinating, from a human point of view, from a Christian point of view, from a psych major point of view. It was just plain fascinating. It's so much more than "whips and chains ( Read more... )

~.: I'm hoping this won't be a totally long entry that no one ends up reading, cuz I really want people to read this (or at least the whiny part that I plan to put at the end ( Read more... )

~.: How could You possibly have any other plans for me besides this? Have You just been leading me on this whole time, getting my hopes up, making me think it was all gonna work out? I rearranged my schedule, twisted professors' arms, made promises, in order to take this stupid class this summer and get everything done inside my neat little ( Read more... )