Fic: Gunpoint. AU RPS. Jensen/Jared. Masterpost
Well, it's finally here. I hope you enjoy. :)
Title: Gunpoint
Author: felisblanco
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Jeff, Jensen/OMCs, Chris/Sophia, Chad/his right hand
Wordcount: Roughly 130.000 words
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: AU. I’m putting some heavy warnings on this one since it deals with emotional trauma following severe sexual child abuse. I’m talking full out PTSD, including flashbacks, blackouts, age regression, dissociation, anger control issues, suicidal thoughts and other very unpleasant things. That being said: there will be no scenes depicting the actual abuse. It will be hinted at, heavily, and talked about as facts but there won’t be any descriptive flashbacks or anything like that. Still, this is damn heavy stuff and I want you to be aware that there might be things in here that could be triggering. Also this deals with religious fanaticism and homophobia. And there's some NSFW art.
Author’s note: Beta’d by the ever patient candygramme (Thank you, sweetie! You are my absolute favourite comma fanatic. *grins*). Art by the amazing winchestergirl who’s been working on and off on this with me for over 3 years!
Summary: Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to?
"Prepare yourself to live with whatever follows pain."
One to Blame by Anna Ternheim
Banner and all other art by the lovely winchestergirl
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14 | Chapter 15 | Chapter 16 | Chapter 17 | Epilogue | Author's notes | Soundtrack | AO3
Title: Gunpoint
Author: felisblanco
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Jeff, Jensen/OMCs, Chris/Sophia, Chad/his right hand
Wordcount: Roughly 130.000 words
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: AU. I’m putting some heavy warnings on this one since it deals with emotional trauma following severe sexual child abuse. I’m talking full out PTSD, including flashbacks, blackouts, age regression, dissociation, anger control issues, suicidal thoughts and other very unpleasant things. That being said: there will be no scenes depicting the actual abuse. It will be hinted at, heavily, and talked about as facts but there won’t be any descriptive flashbacks or anything like that. Still, this is damn heavy stuff and I want you to be aware that there might be things in here that could be triggering. Also this deals with religious fanaticism and homophobia. And there's some NSFW art.
Author’s note: Beta’d by the ever patient candygramme (Thank you, sweetie! You are my absolute favourite comma fanatic. *grins*). Art by the amazing winchestergirl who’s been working on and off on this with me for over 3 years!
Summary: Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to?
"Prepare yourself to live with whatever follows pain."
One to Blame by Anna Ternheim
Banner and all other art by the lovely winchestergirl
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14 | Chapter 15 | Chapter 16 | Chapter 17 | Epilogue | Author's notes | Soundtrack | AO3