The aforementioned boy finally made an honest woman out of his college sweetheart and had himself a girlfriend about two weeks after I got back. Figures ( Read more... )

So, it's been over a year since I posted and I thought an update was in order ( Read more... )

watch movies ( Read more... )

so emotionally distraught that getting somewhat drunk did nothing. MOstly b.c whom I was drinking with could not listen to me and such is soooo important to me. they could not hear me out, could not listen, could not let me express myself< merely buy me more liquor. such is not the fuckin solution ( Read more... )

I got on the internet and immediately looked up his picture. I liked it. Later, I looked at it and was content in my love of the man in the picture. I do love that man, doesn't matter if he or anyone else know, I really do love that man. Not saying he isn't without his flaws, but I love him and that's all there is to it ( Read more... )

He isn't mine to miss, but I miss Devin. I want to know what he's up to, what he does, how he spends his time, who he spends time with, what he wants, so on. I wish I could make him happy. I wish I could be the one he thinks about when he's alone, or with other people. I miss his presence, his voice, just being able to look at him. I love him ( Read more... )

I want to fuck. This means have good, hard, raunchy, steamy sex. Not raunchy in the way feet odor is raunchy, but in the way sex, even good sex, is raunchy. Of course I want many another things, including love and to be loved and other emo Bull Shit; but right now I want to fuck a guy who can get hard and when I start fucking away at him, it ( Read more... )

Wednesday, blah, is the new Monday. And I need to stop getting drunk on Tuesdays/ Sundays ( Read more... )

I'm familiar with a difficulty in making friends. And so what, strangers remain strangers. Not a big deal ( Read more... )

It's one thing to procrastinate. But while doing so, I can't stop thinking about using my tongue to cover his penis from base to tip and back to the base, and up to the tip again. Dammit. I just really wanna get naked with that motherfucker.