Jun 06, 2010 03:39
I got on the internet and immediately looked up his picture. I liked it. Later, I looked at it and was content in my love of the man in the picture. I do love that man, doesn't matter if he or anyone else know, I really do love that man. Not saying he isn't without his flaws, but I love him and that's all there is to it.
Don't fall in love with a man when he's not with you if you can't help it. The one time I fall for a guy before he plainly falls for me, was/is a disaster.
But I've experienced love. Just not the kind that gets returned. But I still know the image of the man I love, even if he won't see me so I can see his actual face. Thus, I love the picture. He just doesn't want anything to do with me unless in some sort of 'official capacity' or on a 'friends only way' if that way is occasional. I know he isn't completely indifferent to me, but doesn't seem to care in ways that I need... blah. I love the man, I love the picture.