This may be my first and possibly my only happy entry. Not because I am never in a happy mood but because I usually use this place to vent...as you could see if you have seen my history.

So.

I am now an uncle!
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Being in Orlando that is. I have reached a point where I can see how much I have changed since I have moved to Miami. Some for the better and some for the not so better. I do know that there is a lot less stress in my life. Maybe this is because I am not in school, not working, and not doing ANYTHING but eating, sleeping, and partying ( Read more... )

So it begins. I was by myself in a lunchroom..rather I was sitting by myself in a cafeteria while and all I really could do was think. I always thought that I wanted what is best for the world and in return I would receive what is best for me. I started to notice that whenever I tried to do something nice for someone it usually ended up blowing up ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I never grow. Taking some time to read my post I have seen to things. One that I have not grown but have acquired the ability to express myself a little bit more. I have also lost quite a bit of my innocence. I mean look at this, " [16 Nov 2004|04:03am ( Read more... )

Or kicking them out. I guess that last post didn't work for me because I am still upset to the point that I kick out my friends because I am so tired of feeling like shit that I am not going to sit there while they make me feel like a bigger pile of shit ( Read more... )

I use you only whenever I want and only to unleash stupid spur of the moment problems or problems that are chronic that will never end and I don't want to put up with them right now. I don't even feel like making sense ( Read more... )

I have been on the internet since just about 3 and have visited every single site possible and this is the end of the road for me. I guess this is my way of subconciously protesting studying for finals ( Read more... )

I am taking a few world relgions class and have taken a particular interest in religion/spirituality/faith...whatever you want to call it. It sparked up a few years back when my mom made a comment about all the religions coming from the same source yet having being translated, interpreted, or passed on differently. I have a class that in a way ( Read more... )

I read something that I knew but until I saw it in writting didn't appreciate. I now realize why I love CD's. You make a mix, play it until you get sick of it, find it a year later and its amazing how it brings you back to that time. If I where to make a CD for now I'd throw some Coldplay viva something on there, some song about kissing a girl, ( Read more... )

I dont care how emo I am about to sound. I really dont give a fuck..Im completely frustrated and I need an outlet and there are not drugs around that I can do or nobody to punch in the face. I had been dating someone for about 5 months now. I felt guilty that maybe I didnt' care about her and much as she does towards me. I do like here but she isn' ( Read more... )