A brief reflection
Sometimes I think I never grow. Taking some time to read my post I have seen to things. One that I have not grown but have acquired the ability to express myself a little bit more. I have also lost quite a bit of my innocence. I mean look at this, " [16 Nov 2004|04:03am]
I am going to invent a car that never breaks, a party that never gets broken up where you can play sublime as loud as possible, a computer that always works, a fire that always stays warm, a bitch that doesnt bleed, and a fucking baseball bat that will knock some sense into people...no worries at all. " This was so pure and innocent and real. I read a post from a reply from one of my teachers. He pretty much said "you are a smart kid you just need to learn how to express yourself and pretending doesn't suite you well". The way he said it was a bit extreme and I can barely stomach it now but it is now that I need it. I now at least have a better idea and understanding of what to do with my life. Although flinging out every thought and emotion feels good, condesing it and fortifying it with some thought is what really expresses who and what you are. I hope one day I can meet with this professor again, not to ask for his approval but to really just talk to him and say to him what I feel, how I am, and what I am about. College has given me the ability to express this and I am grateful for it. Now I just have to put these words to good use; true critical thought. Brief my ass.
I am going to invent a car that never breaks, a party that never gets broken up where you can play sublime as loud as possible, a computer that always works, a fire that always stays warm, a bitch that doesnt bleed, and a fucking baseball bat that will knock some sense into people...no worries at all. " This was so pure and innocent and real. I read a post from a reply from one of my teachers. He pretty much said "you are a smart kid you just need to learn how to express yourself and pretending doesn't suite you well". The way he said it was a bit extreme and I can barely stomach it now but it is now that I need it. I now at least have a better idea and understanding of what to do with my life. Although flinging out every thought and emotion feels good, condesing it and fortifying it with some thought is what really expresses who and what you are. I hope one day I can meet with this professor again, not to ask for his approval but to really just talk to him and say to him what I feel, how I am, and what I am about. College has given me the ability to express this and I am grateful for it. Now I just have to put these words to good use; true critical thought. Brief my ass.