Sorry Livejournal
I use you only whenever I want and only to unleash stupid spur of the moment problems or problems that are chronic that will never end and I don't want to put up with them right now. I don't even feel like making sense.
Everglades did nothing for me, no inspiration, no enlightenment, no get away.
Papers and work piles up and I will do it all last minute, learning the bear minimum in all my classes only to regret it later when the topic comes up and when I wonder why I waste my time in school. I have 3 classes left and I don't want to finish. For some fucking reason I want to keep studying. I am so attached to certain things that I can't tell if its my attachment or my true feelings. I will never know.
I don't even feel like finishing this. Fuck this. I just want a break.
Everglades did nothing for me, no inspiration, no enlightenment, no get away.
Papers and work piles up and I will do it all last minute, learning the bear minimum in all my classes only to regret it later when the topic comes up and when I wonder why I waste my time in school. I have 3 classes left and I don't want to finish. For some fucking reason I want to keep studying. I am so attached to certain things that I can't tell if its my attachment or my true feelings. I will never know.
I don't even feel like finishing this. Fuck this. I just want a break.