I haven't posted an entry in... well, a really long time. I dont really know whats compelling me to update now; maybe its just the novelty of being january 1st, 2006. Its scary how fast time has gone by. I'm twenty years old. Ive been in the states for six years. Three more semesters and ill be out of college. Its scary, cause I realize how ( Read more... )

So... This sucks ( Read more... )

So you know whats incredibly fun? Something that just makes me feel good inside, and that makes my summer and life just that much more enjoyable? Hopping in a car and just driving with good friends, not caring what time in the morning you get back ( Read more... )

Its really sad that my first entry in a really really long time isnt really a real entry... Ill have to change that, seeing as how life has changed drastically in a quick sequence of events in the past couple months. But until then, youll just have to wait, filled with anxiety until that moment comes. For now ( Read more... )

I hate being here. There's just no two ways about it. I can barely look forward to spring break just thinking about the fact that i have to come back in a week. I know its not the healthiest thing to look at all of this in such a pessimistic light, but I havent got much else right now. APOs nice and all, but its just making it more and more ( Read more... )

I wrote this over a year ago, in my creative writing class. I mostly did the assignments at the last minute, and as such, they never really were that great. Added on to the fact that I dont have the literary touch, I never wrote anything good. Once in a while I thought I had a good idea, and this was probably my favorite story I wrote for that ( Read more... )

Can I go back? Can i go back to when my friends still cared about each other, and wanted to do anything to help one another? To when my roommate helped me get through anything, by just being there? To when I held someone i really cared about in my arms?

No. Times change. What the fuck happened.

Well its officially Christmas. Christmas eve is over, and so are all of my families festivities. I really wonder what im gonna do for the rest of the night and tommorow... I went to church. Havent gone in, oh, a year. Exactly. At times i dont really know how to feel about it. Ive started to have thoughts about how my religious views are ( Read more... )

So, thirty one random songs, i put my favorite lyrics from each here, you guess what song it is, and who its by, of course. No looking up the lyric, or any lyrics you might know with the song. You can listen to the song if you think its it. Those are my rules. This is definitely not what i should be doing. But who wants to study ( Read more... )

You know what... I dont even remember what i did this week at all. I dont know what I did each day, i really have no clue if i actually went through a complete week. Alls I know is that... well, wednesday i took marion out to that dock i went out to the other day, and i got to see my first shooting star ever. I didnt make a wish, i wasnt really ( Read more... )