"and this is where i live, ive never felt less at home"

[eltigrepagano]

I hate being here. There's just no two ways about it. I can barely look forward to spring break just thinking about the fact that i have to come back in a week. I know its not the healthiest thing to look at all of this in such a pessimistic light, but I havent got much else right now. APOs nice and all, but its just making it more and more

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[floggingwaffles]

enjoy your break jon- for all its worth, i care about you.

[the_clash85]

Its been a while since I've seen you, a real long while. I know this is gonna sound trite, but I care about you and I really miss you. I miss being able to just barge in on you and hang out you until 5 am and sleep in your bed making either you or alec sleep on the fool, like last year. Though this might not mean much or anything, I'm always here and seriously, you and alec got me through last year. I don't know what I would've done without you guys. I understand how you feel, I really do, I felt like that all of last year. Anyways, I really miss you and you know where I live. Stop by sometime

[cela84]

Once again I am so sorry I messed up in chem. I wish there was something I could do. So far getting A's in both courses so thats encouraging. On the bright side this is the last year you have to live in Dillard... Also you aren't bruising that much this semester.

As for the Thai, I too miss making little banners out of all the bras she left in our room, and the mindgames involving Sancho.

I know its not exactly useful to say feel better, but please do. I'll do what I can to be back next semester. The only thing in my way is a PBS reality show. Feel better man, and once again I'm sorry.

[isos]

Dude, I thought we were close friends. I was really worried about you last night but you didn't want to talk about it. I'm sorry James was over, I kind of wanted to kick him out and see what was wrong with you, but I hoped you might want to tell me with him there.

To be honest, the way you're describing things here is kind of how I feel with you. I feel like you're friends with your people in NOVA and like no one here can really be your friends because you'll always be best friends with those people. I don't really have old friends like that. I've got Achilles, you, and James.

I've missed seeing you lately now that you've been doing APO. I mean, we just talk about WoW and I feel really shallow for that, but I thought it might be making you happier. I bought it for you so we would spend more time together and we do... but I dunno, we actually talk less.

I hope you feel better over break. I really do worry about you, ya know. I'm not all jokes. I do care.

[eltigrepagano]

I didnt mean to say anything that might upset you. Really, its just kindof getting out the general feeling, you understand that. That night i really wasnt feeling good, and when i went over to your house it really gave me the chance to just not think about it for a while. And for that i thank you; kindof gives me a chance to get away from all the things that are bothering me. And its not that wow is the only thing we can talk about. Its just so god damned fun! Thanks for caring.

[nudon]

Part of being friends with someone is listening to them when they have problems, even if it annoys you. Friendship wouldn't be all it's cracked up to be if it was all sunshine and other warm and fuzzy crap like that. Of course, sometimes friendship also involves knowing when someone needs a swift kick in the ass. ^_^ But seriously... I know how you feel Jon, and we've talked about stuff like this a lot before. All I can say is... don't give up. Giving up is always the worst thing you can do. Now granted, some things you can't change and bashing your head against it won't get you anything but a sore noggin, but eventually worthwhile people will be found. So many times they're right under your nose, and you never even realize it. Until the swift kick in the ass, that is. ^_^ Try to stay cheery my friend! Oh, and NEVER KISS ME AGAIN!