Well, this weekend has been really hard. Thats nothing new, though it really shouldve been a much better weekend than it felt like. I cant help but think, maybe if she hadnt been my first, though i really dont think that matters; or maybe if we had gotten together later in life. It doesnt matter now i guess. Moving on is all thats left to do ( Read more... )

Today was the first day I realized that I would never be able to get back together with lynn ( Read more... )

Well, everyone pretty much knows that Ive been feeling pretty shitty ever since Lynn and I broke up. And I really dont know what direction we're headed in now. I've got a lot of thoughts just floating around in my head right now, and I think I really need to get em out. No one reads this anyway, with the exception of a few people, so i might as ( Read more... )

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I was just bony hands as cold as a winter pole ( Read more... )

Sitting here at three thirty in the morning. No one's online. Everyone's gone. I haven't felt this lonely in a while ( Read more... )

I don't blame people for voting for Bush. I just believe it was not a good choice for the future of our country. Perhaps half of the country wants to drag the entirety back into an era of conservatism, which isn't what I fear most. What they've also brought about is the chance for a government to abuse its power disgustingly, as it already has ( Read more... )

Well. There aren't many words in this language that can describe tonight. Or how i feel. One does seem to pop in to my head though ( Read more... )

Is it bad that i feel so detatched? I mean, things have definitely been going my way. I've been able to see and talk to my friends a lot, and ive had an amazing tiem with lynn. And yet I feel like im just, so far from everyone. I feel aimless; i dont know what to do, and i feel distant from everyone. I check away messages, I look at ( Read more... )

Ello ello! How goes it ( Read more... )