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Snippets
June. It has been forever since I posted anything in this journal of mine.. not to say that I lack interesting things to write about. There is, however waaay too much to be said.. so shall present the most relevant of topics as snippets ( Read more... ) -
Settled
Wow.. it has almost been a month since I have posted on this. It isn't that I am ignoing my journal.. I just have been so busy and focused on other things that it has begun to fade into the backround. My last entry was a little dismal, but I have begun to pick up the pieces and forge ahead. I may not have a job this summer lined up like I thought I ( Read more... ) -
The End of a Journey and the Beginning of Reality
No Alaska for me this summer. It hurts. A lot. I was so lost over whether I should go or not, and then after a lot of time I realized I wanted to go back. I even had all my financial problems settled until I would have left for Alaska. The eye surgery I am frightened of was moved up so I oculd make sure I could go.. even after all of this, and ( Read more... ) -
Spring Arrives (with chance of snow...)
Time swooshes by so fast these days. I still lack a set schedule, so planning my days out and trying to keep track of time has been a bit difficult to say the least ( Read more... ) -
*FLASH*
I have so much to say.. but I am really too weary to say it. Insomnia has hit me like a brick wall as of late.. and even though I am mentally, spiritually and physically exhausted, I cannot seem to fall asleep at a decent hour. I have to get up in less than six hours for an appointment too o.O ( Read more... ) -
Standing Still
My life is at a standstill. Even though I have tried to make progress... I do admit that small baby steps are happening, surgeries are getting checked off my list, I am finally dealing with the depression that was hanging over me, I am getting help funding myself as I am still jobless, and I am being proactive in turning in job aps. But.. it feels ( Read more... ) -
It's that time again.. Sakura Con 2009!
Here I am.. still recovering from my surgery, while enjoying the snow falling outside in March. March means Spring.. and Spring means SAKURA CON! Gods.. it is a little less than a MONTH AWAY. AHHH! I have absolutely NOTHING for my cosplay yet ( Read more... ) -
Sans Tonsils.. Finally!
Ok, my tonsils are now out. It was a longer process than I imagined, as I had to stay overnight in the hospital. But, I was lucky enough to get the room to myself, so i didn't have to worry about a stranger blasting their tv and what not all night. I am now home with my mom, who is taking care of me and medicating me. The doctors FORGOT to give me ( Read more... ) -
Of Youtube, Death, and Life
As an avid user of youtube, and a woman who is putting herself out there by posting vids of myself singing and speaking Japanese on the site, I was sure I would have to deal with ( Read more... ) -
Tears
Today marks the nine year anniversary of my fathers death. I still love and miss you Daddy. <3