Spring Arrives (with chance of snow...)
Time swooshes by so fast these days. I still lack a set schedule, so planning my days out and trying to keep track of time has been a bit difficult to say the least.
I have come to realize a lot of things about myself as of late. This time I am taking off from school for health reasons has actually really been benefitial to me as a human being.
I am learning how to say no much easier, learning how to draw my boundaries, and I am starting to realize who my true friends are. Nothing like having time on your hands to meditate on the status of your life.
March went by without so much as me noticing. I spent almost the entire month not in my apartment and running my ass around from here to there, or staying other places. My place is an absolute hovel because of the lack of me there.. which means a huge cleaning is in order. I have begun to dig away at the mess though. ><'
I am happy that con is coming soon.. I won't have any money to spend.. but it will for sure give me a vacation from the life I have at this point.
In other news, I am for sure going to Alaska again this summer, as long as my boss gives me the green light. I had a dream about Alaska last night actually, and it was sort of sad. It showed how nervous I am about going back.. but how deep down I miss it and all the people there so much.
Not much more to say.. just.. I am so tired and ready for some structure gosh dang it.
jya
I have come to realize a lot of things about myself as of late. This time I am taking off from school for health reasons has actually really been benefitial to me as a human being.
I am learning how to say no much easier, learning how to draw my boundaries, and I am starting to realize who my true friends are. Nothing like having time on your hands to meditate on the status of your life.
March went by without so much as me noticing. I spent almost the entire month not in my apartment and running my ass around from here to there, or staying other places. My place is an absolute hovel because of the lack of me there.. which means a huge cleaning is in order. I have begun to dig away at the mess though. ><'
I am happy that con is coming soon.. I won't have any money to spend.. but it will for sure give me a vacation from the life I have at this point.
In other news, I am for sure going to Alaska again this summer, as long as my boss gives me the green light. I had a dream about Alaska last night actually, and it was sort of sad. It showed how nervous I am about going back.. but how deep down I miss it and all the people there so much.
Not much more to say.. just.. I am so tired and ready for some structure gosh dang it.
jya