The End of a Journey and the Beginning of Reality
No Alaska for me this summer. It hurts. A lot. I was so lost over whether I should go or not, and then after a lot of time I realized I wanted to go back. I even had all my financial problems settled until I would have left for Alaska. The eye surgery I am frightened of was moved up so I oculd make sure I could go.. even after all of this, and after my boss over there said he wanted me to come back, and wanted me to keep calling him.. he drops the bombshell on me. "Sorry.. you should think that you will not have a job here and hold that in your mind. There is not enough charters coming in this summer."
Ok.. and yet you will hire more pretty Japanese girls who speak no English again and be shitting bricks when you realize I saved everyone's ass last summer. Well.. your loss. It irks me, but mostly makes me sad. I really missed Tomoko and Michael.. I missed the cool Alaska summers, the hiking over beuatiful terrain to the tiops of mountains where the views were breathtaking, I missed speaking Japanese.. laughing.. living life day by day without worrying about the long haul.
Alaska saved me last year. If I had not gone, I am sure things would be much worse for me than they are now.
The good side of this is that I may be able to see Mornign Musume and sing in front of THE TSUNKU at Anime Expo. I will also get to go to RYan and NAt's Wedding! I was so upset that I would be missing it if I went to Alaska. I will also have more time to be in warmer weather this summer, get to go to Sekai's birthday, maybe take a two month trip down south. It will give me the option to have options. Which I haven't had for a few summers.
Sakura con update is coming soon. I am still worn out from it. But AMAZING. EPIC> AWESOME. FABULOUS. Not enough words. But.. yeah.. I love Yoshizawa Hitomi. A LOT.
Today is a BBQ at the beach, a bonfire (maybe) and dinner and drinks with my girls. I haven't had a get together with just them for a long time, so I know it will be nice.
Jya ne.
Ok.. and yet you will hire more pretty Japanese girls who speak no English again and be shitting bricks when you realize I saved everyone's ass last summer. Well.. your loss. It irks me, but mostly makes me sad. I really missed Tomoko and Michael.. I missed the cool Alaska summers, the hiking over beuatiful terrain to the tiops of mountains where the views were breathtaking, I missed speaking Japanese.. laughing.. living life day by day without worrying about the long haul.
Alaska saved me last year. If I had not gone, I am sure things would be much worse for me than they are now.
The good side of this is that I may be able to see Mornign Musume and sing in front of THE TSUNKU at Anime Expo. I will also get to go to RYan and NAt's Wedding! I was so upset that I would be missing it if I went to Alaska. I will also have more time to be in warmer weather this summer, get to go to Sekai's birthday, maybe take a two month trip down south. It will give me the option to have options. Which I haven't had for a few summers.
Sakura con update is coming soon. I am still worn out from it. But AMAZING. EPIC> AWESOME. FABULOUS. Not enough words. But.. yeah.. I love Yoshizawa Hitomi. A LOT.
Today is a BBQ at the beach, a bonfire (maybe) and dinner and drinks with my girls. I haven't had a get together with just them for a long time, so I know it will be nice.
Jya ne.