Settled
Wow.. it has almost been a month since I have posted on this. It isn't that I am ignoing my journal.. I just have been so busy and focused on other things that it has begun to fade into the backround. My last entry was a little dismal, but I have begun to pick up the pieces and forge ahead. I may not have a job this summer lined up like I thought I did, but I am now free to remain home and be around friends, focus on finding a job here, and I can save money for when I go back to school this September.
School. I should have graduated by now, but it is not a foot race by any means. I am just excited that I finally get to go back. And.. it is different. I feel READY. This break from school has improved my mental and physical health, and I am able to be more proactive about responsibility. I have finally grasped the idea that you work towards and ahead of your responsibilities, not wait until they are knocking on your door and you have no choice.
In other news, I am moving to Bellevue to stay with a friend as I have no summer job and thus no income for paying my rent for my place in Seattle. It has served me well, my little place, but the time has come to move on. I am packing and moving in stages this time instead of one huge trip. It is a little more work, and slightly stressful.. but I feel so much better knowing I am making progress, seeing it as my house slowly empties and my storage unit fills up with my items. :)
Really... there just isn't much more to post about.. life has become a sort of.. settled pattern of events: Waking up, searching for work, preparing to move, going to appointments, chasing after stupid a-holels who run you in circles if you have any sort of paperwork to turn in, friends every once in a while, sleep. Yeah.. welcome to adult life.
But I still love it. I am truly happy with where i am. Not jumping for joy of course.. but I have learned how to cope with things so much more.. and I am ready for some school! I am ready go grduate and I am ready for JAPAN!
School. I should have graduated by now, but it is not a foot race by any means. I am just excited that I finally get to go back. And.. it is different. I feel READY. This break from school has improved my mental and physical health, and I am able to be more proactive about responsibility. I have finally grasped the idea that you work towards and ahead of your responsibilities, not wait until they are knocking on your door and you have no choice.
In other news, I am moving to Bellevue to stay with a friend as I have no summer job and thus no income for paying my rent for my place in Seattle. It has served me well, my little place, but the time has come to move on. I am packing and moving in stages this time instead of one huge trip. It is a little more work, and slightly stressful.. but I feel so much better knowing I am making progress, seeing it as my house slowly empties and my storage unit fills up with my items. :)
Really... there just isn't much more to post about.. life has become a sort of.. settled pattern of events: Waking up, searching for work, preparing to move, going to appointments, chasing after stupid a-holels who run you in circles if you have any sort of paperwork to turn in, friends every once in a while, sleep. Yeah.. welcome to adult life.
But I still love it. I am truly happy with where i am. Not jumping for joy of course.. but I have learned how to cope with things so much more.. and I am ready for some school! I am ready go grduate and I am ready for JAPAN!