New semester just started and i have been content with life, well ascontent as i can get. After all, my mom basically ripped me apart when she said what she did on New Years to me... how could she?? She's my mother and the only person in my life that has ever shown me unconditional love.. but now, she wont even hug me the way she used to.. the way ( Read more... )

So tonight was fun.. minus 3 of my friends leaving and not saying anything.. I'm sorry i left hte table, but there was too much tension, and i deal with htat enough at my suite, so... i just needed a break from fights ( Read more... )

So.. it's been a while for me again and it's 12:45am right now. I should be sleeping or doing homework or preparing for my interview tomorrow, but i'm not, i'm on here. Once again, i let my mind get the best of me. When i want someone and they know it, things get weird. I think i do something to drive people away, guys especially. In specific, ( Read more... )

Hahah so i'm finally writing something... lol last night i was pole dancing at this guy from work's house... it was fun... we tried stealing a wooden deer because there were two and we got to the end of the driveway and this guy Colin from UTI took it.. and he got caught and kicked out :-( sorry buddy.. then we came back and danced more and at ( Read more... )

Well for everyone that is having a horrible time at life at this point in time... i'm sorry ( Read more... )

So, i'm kind of just chilling in my suite watching That 70's Show with my roommate Justine and her boyfriend, Dan... this is kind of boring and in a way sad for me ( Read more... )

So.. maybe i should start writing again because for a while there it kept me sane, lol. But at the same time, i stopped having problems to write about and starting having my own little revelations or started doing those quizzes that by definition are ridiculously retarded. okay.. i think i changed my mind about posting some enormous post dating my ( Read more... )

Okay, so the guys don't like me because they think i cause drama. the only drama i caused was because i thought that if i wasn't desired by them, then something must be wrong with me or I'm not needed. Well with my many drives home i get into that carspective talk. I think things through so that i don't sound so irrational when it comes to talking ( Read more... )

So yesterday, i brifly talked to Chris and asked him why he hated me again. Well his response (surprisingly he gave me one) was that i backstabbed him, Kevin, auggie and Joey(somehow ( Read more... )