First off, let me make a few things clear:

1st - These are in no particular order (in terms of how good they are or anything else). 
2nd - This is for Kit who requested a rec list. (Hai Kit!)
3rd - Um...I don't really have a third. I just don't like ending in even numbers.

Oooh warnings:

• Almost all will be AUs
• Almost all of them are NC-17 
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Why is it that I keep making the same mistakes? It is horrifyingly disturbing that I haven't learned my lesson by now.

Another day. Another lesson that I should keep myself to myself.

At times like these, I like to think that Yes. In my next life, maybe if I plow through all this and am the best I can possibly be, I will be born normally. Or have a ( Read more... )

No matter what I do, no matter what I think, no matter what I choose, no matter what -- I know there will be two people who will never, ever abandon me.

As a child, I have not given much thought to my parents. They were just...there. I mean, I suppose I could given a lot more thought to them but at the time, I was too busy doing something or ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm going to do something unorthodox (especially for my LJ). I'm actually going to talk about what happened today.

( unproductive but eventful day at school )

Long ago (in freshman year -- last year) I was friends with this one person. This person's name is Durpert. In real life, he/she is called something else but here, he/she shall be called Durpert for my own twisted reasons. See, when I got into this special/weird/exclusive high school, I was elated and nervous at the same time. For several reasons, ( Read more... )

I'm a pretty weird person.

I know that. But what some people my find really weird are my thoughts sometimes. I'm not talking about those kinds of thoughts that involve two persons (probably of the male nature) in a very promiscuous position. Although I do think about that a lot more than would be considered healthy. Anyway.

I think about painful ( Read more... )

So...I need more posts apparently. And I'd love to write more, only I think my fingers may fall off and do a little dance before leaving me fingerless if I abuse them any further.

Um...I wish I could write something interesting but all I can think of right now is a unicorn shitting out lollipops and as fucked-up as that sounds it's not all that bad ( Read more... )

Evidently enough, I'm going to rant a little a lot.

I feel like this all the time:


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I did it.

I'm sixteen.

This is what I'm feeling:


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