Ok. Let's start from the beginning ( Read more... )

I really hate sleep. I used to love it, and I miss the feeling of loving my sleep time. Now, I dread it. Everytime I sleep, I toss and trn for hours until I can actually fall asleep and then once I fall asleep, I have crazy nightmares that wake me up periodically. It happens the same way everynight. No matter what. It really puts me in a depressing ( Read more... )

Let's see... What has happened since my last post? Hmm ( Read more... )

So, I am in a REALLY good mood today. I woke up earlier than I have all week. Even though 11 AM isn't early for most people, I am very proud of the fact that I was able to do so. Seeings how I didn't go to sleep until well after 6 AM. Anywho, I got up, got dressed, and headed over to Tesla's house. She had some errands to run and asked me if I ( Read more... )

So... I've decided that I'm going to start writing in this thing more. I mean, what else do I have to do? And writing always seems to help me. I just haven't done it in a really long time... Although, nothing interesting has really happened to me lately... I could sit here and whine about missing Matt, but no one wants to read about that and I'm ( Read more... )

I'm so sad. I've never felt this way before. Loving someone so much it makes me cry when we're apart...and cry when I miss a call...and cry when I JUST miss him on myspace...I can't stop crying. I can't sleep. I can barely function. I'm not doing good at all. And it hasn't even been a week yet...I just hope things start looking up. Because, right ( Read more... )

so, i havent written in this thing for a LONG time but i justwanted to get some things out of my head ( Read more... )

People Envy Your Compassion
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prom is today and i am very excited! so, I got my nails done yesterday and they are so pretty. And then today at 2:00 i get my hair done, im nervouse about that because i really want it to look good. Right after i get my hair done me and my dad are going to pick up Ashleigh!!!! IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HER!!! i miss my ashleigh! lol. well im very ( Read more... )

so...im not gunna write alot but all im gunna say is that life just cant seem to go right for me right now. Everytime i think ive finally founsd someone or something to make me happy i end up VERY dissappointed. And i just dont know what to do anymore. I want to feel wanted by someone. I havent felt that way for a while. and i miss it.........but i ( Read more... )