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so, i havent written in this thing for a LONG time but i justwanted to get some things out of my head...
So, i haven't talked to Ryan in about 2 months, which i really don't care...
I mean, sure it would be cool if we could have stayed friends but at the same time it seemed kind of impossible...
He has a girlfriend now and he seems real happy and im happy for him...
But that's all that needs to be said on that subject...
So, I have a boyfriend now. His name is Mark and i really couldn't be happier...
well...
thats a lie...
I could be if i lived closer to him, he lives in Tampa and, of course...i live in Gainesville...
But he makes me sooooo happy...
like, i've never been with someone that i had so much in common with...
we like the same things, think almost with the same brain, and i can't talk to him for 1 minute without a smile on my face...
It's so weird...
I never thought in a million years that i would have been able to get over Ryan and find someone 1000000000 times better than him...
Like, bieng with Mark has made me realize how much of a jerk that Ryan actually was...
I dont know...i'm just happy that's all that i can say.. :D
So....
my mom moved out of the house...
i think that my parents are finally getting divorced...
But, i've said that so many times and it hasn't happened yet, that i'm really not sure this time...
I honestly want them too, i think it would be better for everyone if they did. Dad, me, Casey, and as much as she doesnt want to admit it...mom...
This past month has been so bad...
I never thought that i would have to sit next to my dad holding him while he cried and tell him that it wouldn't be good for anyone if he comitted suicide...
I NEVER thought i would've seen my dad cry as much as i have this past month...
I NEVER thought i would finally come clean with my mom and tell her that i didn't want to live with her and i wasn't going with her anymore...
It's just all been so crazy...
i dont even know what to do anymore, but i guess i have updated enough...
so adios!
So, i haven't talked to Ryan in about 2 months, which i really don't care...
I mean, sure it would be cool if we could have stayed friends but at the same time it seemed kind of impossible...
He has a girlfriend now and he seems real happy and im happy for him...
But that's all that needs to be said on that subject...
So, I have a boyfriend now. His name is Mark and i really couldn't be happier...
well...
thats a lie...
I could be if i lived closer to him, he lives in Tampa and, of course...i live in Gainesville...
But he makes me sooooo happy...
like, i've never been with someone that i had so much in common with...
we like the same things, think almost with the same brain, and i can't talk to him for 1 minute without a smile on my face...
It's so weird...
I never thought in a million years that i would have been able to get over Ryan and find someone 1000000000 times better than him...
Like, bieng with Mark has made me realize how much of a jerk that Ryan actually was...
I dont know...i'm just happy that's all that i can say.. :D
So....
my mom moved out of the house...
i think that my parents are finally getting divorced...
But, i've said that so many times and it hasn't happened yet, that i'm really not sure this time...
I honestly want them too, i think it would be better for everyone if they did. Dad, me, Casey, and as much as she doesnt want to admit it...mom...
This past month has been so bad...
I never thought that i would have to sit next to my dad holding him while he cried and tell him that it wouldn't be good for anyone if he comitted suicide...
I NEVER thought i would've seen my dad cry as much as i have this past month...
I NEVER thought i would finally come clean with my mom and tell her that i didn't want to live with her and i wasn't going with her anymore...
It's just all been so crazy...
i dont even know what to do anymore, but i guess i have updated enough...
so adios!