Sad.

[ditzyshortncute]

I'm so sad. I've never felt this way before. Loving someone so much it makes me cry when we're apart...and cry when I miss a call...and cry when I JUST miss him on myspace...I can't stop crying. I can't sleep. I can barely function. I'm not doing good at all. And it hasn't even been a week yet...I just hope things start looking up. Because, right now, the only good thing I see is he'll be home in 6 months...other than that, everything pretty much sucks. I'm alone, with no way knowing when I am going to hear from him next. He called tonight but, because my phone doesn't work, I couldn't talk to him. He left a voicemail but, because my phone doesn't work, I couldn't check it. I've never missed someone so much that just hearing his voice would make me feel at ease. Or seeing a message from him would make me feel at ease. I feel like shit. I can't stop being sad. I just miss him and I hate being all alone. And as soon as he leaves, everything crumbles down on me.

I'm sad. I don't know any other way of putting it. I'm just sad....