So I talked to Jacob for a whole minute today. He asked if i'm not talkin to him b/c i found a boyfriend at college. WHAT!?!?! i dont understand! Why would he say that? why would he even mess around like that. Maybe i should just forget about him. i know that nothin could happen right now. we did make it work for a little bit...but we were ( Read more... )

Well, once again I'm feeling sick. I hate this feeling. it kinda scares me...am i just hungry? my tummy isnt growling. so am i starving? but i feel like im gonna throw up. i feel so sick. why is this happening to me. i hope everything is okay. i hope this is just a passing phase. i hope ( Read more... )

Well Well Well... I went to my first baseball game today!!! It wasnt a you know...major baseball game or anything... just the city team...i guess. yep yep, and I had a great time!But,... there was one thing i noticed... you know how they have those little messages on the board to pep up the crowd...like "make some noise" and all that other good ( Read more... )

wow...all i can say is UH OH!!!! I called! why did i call???? i should have listened to everybody! that was such a bad idea! everyone was right. now it seems like i never even said it. u act like nothin ever happened! how could u still say that... how could you tell me that? what is goin on? how could you still call me that? how could u think ( Read more... )

hmm... i guess i know what has to be done now. i guess i know that it isnt meant to be...i can tell by the whole situation here...by your reaction...by your ... attitude. i just hope youre able to come through for me today. this appt is very important, and i dont have a car. you are my only means of gettin there...please be there for me ( Read more... )

WEll, I did it. I think. I'm sure. I know. It's now over, but it feels so wrong. i know it's how it has to be, it's better like this, but... I just wish it could have been easier. I didnt even say good bye. The last thing he said to me is "what do you want from me"... the last thing he heard from me was ..."I just want you to let me go"... ( Read more... )

I'd just like to take the time to apologize if you called me (Katherine and Andrew). I haven't had my cell phone, my parents took it away from me to make sure that malik couldnt get a hold of me. I'll try to see if i can get my old cell and get your numbers so that i can call...but i dont know when or if ill be able to talk to you anytime soon...

Wow, I havent written in here in quite some time, and to be honest, I dont think I remember how to. Well, that came out so wrong. It's almost as if this is a foreign place to me now, yet, so familiar. I'm not to sure what to say, yet, I have to much to say, I just don't know where to start ( Read more... )

My goodness! I thought Shoemakers dress code was... retarded! Theres doesnt even compare to danielle's! check out her dress code! She is gonna be very HIGHLY upset when she finds out! We have to go shopping ( Read more... )