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hmm... i guess i know what has to be done now. i guess i know that it isnt meant to be...i can tell by the whole situation here...by your reaction...by your ... attitude. i just hope youre able to come through for me today. this appt is very important, and i dont have a car. you are my only means of gettin there...please be there for me.
i know u dont want to talk to me anymore...honestly, im not to sure if i want to talk to you either. actually i would like to...i want to...but, you seem like such an angry person right now. i know your life is really suckin a big one right now, and you have a reason to be angry or confused...but must you lash out at me? it isnt my fault. i know that is the only thing that makes sense...toblame it on me... but it isnt my fault. if it is to be blamed on anyone...the fault is both of ours.
why did i let myself get into this situation? why did i do this? why must i get involved? i guess there is nothing else for me to do but pray....sit, wait...and pray. everything is now in God's hands... i just hope he'll answer my prayers and let everything turn out okay.
i know u dont want to talk to me anymore...honestly, im not to sure if i want to talk to you either. actually i would like to...i want to...but, you seem like such an angry person right now. i know your life is really suckin a big one right now, and you have a reason to be angry or confused...but must you lash out at me? it isnt my fault. i know that is the only thing that makes sense...toblame it on me... but it isnt my fault. if it is to be blamed on anyone...the fault is both of ours.
why did i let myself get into this situation? why did i do this? why must i get involved? i guess there is nothing else for me to do but pray....sit, wait...and pray. everything is now in God's hands... i just hope he'll answer my prayers and let everything turn out okay.