well id like to say im doin peachy-keen. but then id be lyin. it was like everything was goin great...almost perfect. and suddenly, bam! now life sucks...and i feel like shit. my eyes are all swollen now cause i just finished cryin AGAIN! wow, i must say i havent cried in quite some time, but now i remember how much it hurts to cry, and how much it ( Read more... )

geeze... i dont know what to do or what to think anymore. Everything just kinda...sucks right about now. just...i really cant take it anymore... i just want out!!!! for the past few months i have been thinkin about movin out... but where would i go? so i say to myself...my as well stick in for one more year...but i dont knwo how im gonna do that ( Read more... )

Okay...might i say its a good thing that my computer decided not to work. otherwise, my entry wouldnt have been all too nice. now that ive had some time to calm down...all i have to say is WHAT THE FUCK!! How are you gonna tell me that im lyin? you have NO idea...might i stress NO idea what is goin on! dont tell me that im not allowed to use the ( Read more... )

wow...reading over these entries... i just feel so distant. geeze,this sucks. oh well, ill get over it.darn, its 8:20 in the mornin... and we're ALREADY getting company! my goodness... well, i guess i should go get ready. who knows what is goin on, and i have to go turn in some applications. after lookin at the stores, id kinda like to work at ( Read more... )

well... my mommy and danielle went to texas to visit my daddy this mornin. well, actually they left yesterday, but they got there early this mornin. i kinda wish i woulda gone.. but i have to watch the dogs. and my doggy is bein a BRAT right now! geeze. so now im all alone once again... my parents are gone... danielle is gone... and my sister ( Read more... )

I dont understand... everything was actually goin great. I was fine, really, and now, i havent talked to Malik in two days!!! That sucks... i hate not being able to use the phone! It sucks taht i cant use my cell phone, even though they are free nights and weekends, but i guess i can understand, it was kinda my fault, but at the same time... i ( Read more... )

Oh my god!!! I went and saw 50 First Dates... it was a great movie...i just wanted to cry so bad!! that was such a sweet movie! oh yeah... and afterwords i went and ate a bit from Wendy's while driving around ( Read more... )

i dont know if ill be able to go through with it. I know i should... i know i want to..i know i NEED to! But, i know if i do, i'm gonna miss Sef! I look forward to going to work everyday because i get to talk to him... and of course there is natalie and suzie and all those other great people...but Sef is the best!!! and if i were to go, then ( Read more... )

Geeze, so now I can't drive. I was on my way home, too, and my dad had to come pick me up. Geeze, this is too much now... i dont know how many this is... i lost count now!?!? what is it now... 9 or 10... i dont know... either way... we shall see if my parent will let me drive tomorrow. probably not...cause i wont be going to school. the only ( Read more... )

Well i guess it's final this time... no more... kinda hurts...kinda upsets me...I didnt want it to happen. i don't want it to happen. i just kinda wish everything was the way it use to be when things were great... and we were all happy...that's not gonna happet. but hey, it's for the best right? i'll get over it. It really is no big deal. Maybe ( Read more... )