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Geeze, so now I can't drive. I was on my way home, too, and my dad had to come pick me up. Geeze, this is too much now... i dont know how many this is... i lost count now!?!? what is it now... 9 or 10... i dont know... either way... we shall see if my parent will let me drive tomorrow. probably not...cause i wont be going to school. the only reason i went today is because i convinced my parents i was fine...and said that i wanted to and had to go. But since, i do believe it has happened every single day this week... there is no way to talk them outta it now.
SO... i FINALLY got a good doctor...someone who knows what she is doing... and can help me...and most importantly... she can prescribe me some medication!!! it kinda sucks how it had to go that far though...but the lady i spoke to last night was in the airforce..and she is from San Antonio...so you KNOW she is good!!!! and she was able to see from last night what was goin on!!!! She pulled a few strings, found a clinic, found a doctor, made sure she was qualified... then she called her up and spoke to her to make sure she was right for me and would be able to help me, and she WILL help me... and instead of having to make an appt and waiting two more weeks until i can be seen, she made sure i would be seen as soon as possible, and so she called today and made an appt for tomorrow!!! This is just what i needed...i think. Hopefully, i'll be able to finally open up and start talking to people again, cause lately ive been too down and too weak to even say anything... except lip "hey". unless of course im in an unusually happy mood. which i only am at times.
SO... i FINALLY got a good doctor...someone who knows what she is doing... and can help me...and most importantly... she can prescribe me some medication!!! it kinda sucks how it had to go that far though...but the lady i spoke to last night was in the airforce..and she is from San Antonio...so you KNOW she is good!!!! and she was able to see from last night what was goin on!!!! She pulled a few strings, found a clinic, found a doctor, made sure she was qualified... then she called her up and spoke to her to make sure she was right for me and would be able to help me, and she WILL help me... and instead of having to make an appt and waiting two more weeks until i can be seen, she made sure i would be seen as soon as possible, and so she called today and made an appt for tomorrow!!! This is just what i needed...i think. Hopefully, i'll be able to finally open up and start talking to people again, cause lately ive been too down and too weak to even say anything... except lip "hey". unless of course im in an unusually happy mood. which i only am at times.